WHAT I LEARNED ABOUT THE SPIRITS OF PASSED LOVED ONES

My beliefs about death and spirits were certainly challenged when the spirit of Prince showed up. I had always taken an interested in the paranormal, but I had yet to experience any of it. It took me by surprise when I realized that Prince was talking to me from the great beyond. I never imagined hat such a thing would happen to me. I never summoned him to attempt contact. He just showed up. I never really considered the afterlife too seriously. I never had anyone really close to me pass away. I once attended a taping of a show for a medium where she did cold readings. But never was I to imagine that I would experience it first hand in my life.

One of the biggest realizations I’ve had about those on the other side of the veil is that they leave this world as they were, meaning whatever they became in this world is who they remain to be. Prince’s personality is perfectly intact. Still funny, and witty, protective and reserved, romantic and affectionate. However, what was most surprising to me, is that they sill carry the emotional baggage from their lives. There seems to be a kind of assumption that all is forgiven and forgotten when one reaches the other side. This is just not true (although, their perspective  could change if they receive new information about a situation). I often find myself waking up in the middle of the night, with the realization that Prince was talking to me in my sleep, that we were carrying on a conversation, and that the conversation carried over into my waking life. The conversation will usually be about something he is not happy with. Issues that did not get resolved in life will carry on over to the other side. If you listen tot the interview (or read the book) about  George Reeves and his twin soul, it was mentioned that George requested to have therapy to resolve some issues.

Another presumption that people make about spirits is that they are all-knowing, and this is simply not the case. While they do have access to more information than we do, their  knowledge is still limited. They themselves, are still learning or recovering memories. I would say that Prince is still learning new information through me as well. They can see slightly into the future, but that also has its limitations. This is why channeled information cannot be taken as the final word on everything.  While channeled information has its value, it is still merely a perspective, a point of view from what information they gather.

Th last thing I want to point out is that everything on the other side is all about energy. Everything can be sensed, as there are no boundaries between consciousness. This is why I have said in the past that Prince does not want people to be sad about his death. It is because he can feel the sadness. There are other feelings from the general public that he can sense, and so this is why I ask people to be respectful towards him. Just because someone has passed away does not make it a free-for-all for anyone to speak badly about them or expose their private life.

Although the material body dies, consciousness lives on forever.

Image above:  “Self-portait with Prince” by Andrea Mai.

©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

PRINCE TALKED ABOUT CHEMTRAILS – PHOTOS OF THE CHEMTRAIL CLOUDS

A couple years ago, I starting noticing the strange cloud formations that were covering our skies. First the lines in the sky, then these strange formations that looked like cotton balls. If you observe carefully, you will notice a sort of line pattern in the photos below. These clouds are created using a secret technology called HAARP, where they use scaler waves to activate these chemtrail clouds. This is a form of geo-engineering, as these clouds will result in unnatural weather conditions.

This summer, I have noticed more frequent chemtrail spraying in the skies here in Toronto. As soon as there are clear blue skies, it is not long before the lines start forming in the sky and by early evening, we will have full cloud coverage. The next day, it will rain. When you start paying attention to such things, the weather becomes somewhat predictable just by looking at the clouds.

Last year I was photographing the chemtrails at sunset in Lavaux, and I noticed that the lines would appear to be moving and growing. I was confused and not quite sure of this, until in the last month or so, while I was working outside in the garden, standing in one place for a good half hour, I observed the lines in the sky moving and growing. The lines itself had shifted from one part of the sky to another. And then there was a sudden rainstorm that came in once the sky was covered in clouds. This is clearly evident that they are not contrails coming from planes, because exhaust fumes would not be able to stay up in the sky like that.

This extra rain this summer, has been responsible for unusual flooding and sudden shifts in temperatures.

It is bad enough that they are manipulating the weather, but what they are spraying in the skies are toxic chemicals that land everywhere, in the water and land. People who are concerned have been getting their garden soil tested and the results are showing quantities of barium, aluminium, and many other elements that are not naturally occurring, and do not belong there.

This is a major problem that no government to being a part of, and no mainstream media is reporting. If you think these clouds are normal, then you really don’t know clouds, my friend. Start paying attention, and you will notice the thing I am talking about here.

Prince spoke about chemtrails in his interview on Tavis Smiley in 2009. Here the clip of it. The song he is asked about is called Dreamer, and I did a post about that song here.

 







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FINDING CLOSURE – PRINCE’S DEATH – THE SIGNS IN HIS LAST DAYS

In this last year, I’ve learned so much about death, that it is no longer something that I would ever fear. It’s been a real blessing, to know that there is no such thing as “death”, just a transformation, an entry into the other world. In some ways, I did not really grieve Prince’s death, because to me, he was still alive in the energetic sense, he is only invisible in the material reality. I feel him, and he feels me. I still wish he could be here, and he does too. But as he would say, “but life ain’t always the way”, meaning life isn’t always what you want it to be.

A few weeks ago, I had a dream. Prince was in a hospital bed, he looked frail and slumped over. I went over to help him. The phone was ringing, I went to answer it. Nurses came and took him away. His jacket was folded up neatly on his bed. I opened it up, there was a gold pin that said “Prince” on it. I put on his jacket and found in the pockets, little containers full of pills. In the rest of the dream, I sat around waiting for him.

A little while ago, a video about opioids showed up on my YouTube feed, and I watched it. I haven’t watched any videos related to something like that, so I know that Prince has been re-arrranging my feed, and he wanted me to watch it. He wanted me to understand his struggles as a human (and why he left). There has been a lot of backlash about opioid drugs, doctors are afraid to prescribe it because of the potential liability associated with it. As result, many patients resort to different methods of obtaining these medications. These patients are not addicts, they are dependent on these drugs in order to retain any sense of normalcy in their lives. The side effects are unfortunate, but if you are living in constant pain, then you are not left with many options for treatment.

Many people still refuse to believe that he took such medications, or that he lived in pain. As his twin soul, I know that he would have kept such a thing as a secret (twin souls share the same mindset and behaviours). Because I do the same. I hide my pain and suffering from others. I hid my disability for many years through out my school years. I am not the type of person to complain about my health. We are the kind to play through the pain. Prince was good at keeping secrets, he was a Scorpio rising sign, the most secretive of all the signs.

There were signs that he was not doing well, they are there if you are willing to look with an open heart. He had been using a cane since the 1990’s. Sure, he made it look like a dapper accessory, but it served a function for him. Being a performer that toured as much as he did, is hard, physical work. People forget that and think it’s an easy life being a rock star. High heels, jumping off pianos, it is hard on the body, and his body (though beautiful) was a fragile one. Electric guitars are heavier than they look, my friend. As his twin, I’ve been on the receiving end of phantom pains throughout my life, shooting pains along my legs, hip and neck pains that would come and go. His last tour was just him and a piano, because it’s easier on the body to sit a piano than to play guitar. His style of dressing was also more easy going, less restrictive on the body, more casual. His hair grown out naturally, making it easier to maintain. An evolution of his style, yes, but mainly to make his life easier. He took whatever his circumstance was and made it work for him. He was in the middle of writing his memoirs when he left, because he knew he didn’t have long (but he thought he had more time).

I hope you can all come to this understanding of what life was like for him, so that you can stop being sad about his passing. He’s not really gone.

Image above: “You’re my best friend” by Prince in spirit.

©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

PRINCE’S BUSINESS ADVICE TO OTHER MUSIC ARTISTS – THE INDUSTRY IS NOT AS IT SEEMS

If you know my story, then you will know that I did not really notice Prince much when he was living. I would have noticed him in some pivotal points in his career when it made headlines, but that was as far as it went. I was into music as a teenager, but eventually stopped paying any attention to the music scene, as I saw how shallow and banal it was becoming.

After his death, I felt his presence, it was like he was quietly observing me from afar. I would suddenly feel the need to know everything about him, so I listened to all his interviews. It was then that I learned about how the music industry really worked as a business. Unfortunately, its an industry that is designed to keep out real artists that have their own “voice”. The music industry isn’t about making good music, as one would expect. It’s about controlling your perception of reality. In other words mind control.  This is why it is such a heavily controlled sector.

For those of us out there, who are artists, we must understand how the industry is run, and to accept the reality that the “music dream” is an illusion. It is not really possible to have both a personal creative vision, and to be part of the system. One must find ways of doing business that are not considered the norm, by finding innovative solutions.

Prince came here to act as a role model, not only as a human being, but as an artist. He spoke out about the injustices of the music industry where others would prefer to remain silent. And although many people still can’t help but be sad about him leaving us, he leaves behind his “teachings”. We decided to create an audio compilation of Prince’s interviews, where he spoke about how he found ways to get around the “system”. We hope it will educate and inspire you to find new ways of how you could succeed as an artist.

P/S Pay attention to the last little clip in the end. Its the title of a Prince song that you should check out.

Prince Talks About The Music Biz 


Image above: “LoveSexy” by Prince in spirit.

Image and text ©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

TWIN SOULS MERGING – BOOK REVIEW – REAL TWIN FLAME INFORMATION, THE SPIRITUAL TRUTH

Ever since I began to connect with other twin soul experiencers, I have learned so much in hearing about their experiences. I have come to see a common pattern among the cases that I’ve encountered. As I speak to new contacts, their experiences become somewhat predictable to me, in a sense. When I talk to new experiencers, I do not tell them too much. Instead, I listen carefully to their story and observe their reactions. I share some of my experiences, but I never say too much. They often end up telling me things that are true in my experience, or of other cases I’ve studied. This is how I know what they are telling me is true. There are some things I reserve to only share with other experiencers.  I also get a lot of emails from people claiming to have found their twin flame, but I do not concur, as what they describe to me is a different animal all together. It is like if you claimed that a little house cat was a lion. Totally different things, though they have similarities.

My first contact with another twin pair was Susan Elsa. She directed me to a book called Twin Souls Merging. This book is the first of its kind. It is a well documented case study of the twin souls, George Reeves and Jean Cline. Following Susan’s advice, I picked up the book on Kindle and read it within a day. This book is so well detailed and captivating, I could not put it down. The more I read, the more I needed to find out what would happen next.

The book is written like a diary of events that are happening from the perspective of Jean Cline and her friend, a parapsychologist, Gary Duncan. I have to say, I loved reading Jean’s account of her experiences. As a twin soul experiencer myself, I found that the process she went through was very much similar to mine. So I related to her on a deep level. I knew that what she was reporting in her diaries were true (it takes one to know one). Knowing that she was telling the truth, and not at all delusional, it made it very difficult for me to read Gary’s account. It serves the book well to prove the science behind it all. His skepticism meant he made sure every stone was unturned before drawing a conclusion. But his level of skepticism made me want to shout at him as I read the book. He would later come to the conclusion that Jean’s experience was genuine, and I would be thinking, “I told you so!”

I highly recommend this book, not only for other twin soul experiencers, but anyone who believes in the concept of twin flames (you will find the real spiritual truth about it here), and also anyone who wishes to explore the subject of what the afterlife is. This book is spiritually expansive and will challenge your beliefs abut death. The book validated my experiences.

In the book, you will find photographs of Jean Cline and George Reeves in a side by side comparison (you can also see photos in the New Dawn article linked below). You will see just how much alike they appear. This is the one thing that I find among all my twin soul contacts, they look like their twin soul counterpart. Jean is said to be slowly shape shifting, appearing more and more like George, and she appears more masculine as a result of their merging. After I read the book, I contacted Gary Duncan, as I wanted to study their astrology. What I found interesting is that both of their natal Mars are in direct conjunction with each other, so I would presume that the reason for her changing looks, becoming more masculine, is explained by this astrological alignment. You see, Mars represents masculine energy and the physical body. The merging of their energies would theoretically create an intensification of masculine energy.

The evidence is very clear to me that twin souls is a real phenomenon. All the stories from the  cases I have come across remain consistent in all respects. These new contacts may not understand what they are going through, but as they tell their story to me, I can see what is going on and what types of information that is about to be revealed to them in their experience.

My hope, writing this blog, presenting information to you, is to educate the public on something that is really happening. The twin flame “thing” on the Internet has gotten really out of hand, and I see the damage it is causing to real relationships. The stories I’ve seen on the Internet, they are full of more drama than a soap opera. It is only about to get worse, as the term “twin flame” entered the vernacular of the mainstream media. The confusion is all caused by false information that is continually passed around.

So today, I am presenting some very important information to you, for the purposes of education and research, in the following links. First, I am posting two radio show clips of interviews of Jean Cline and Gary Duncan. I have trimmed the original recordings for the sake of getting to the point. If you would like to download the original, go to the links below. Also, I am linking for you, a PDF of an article that Gary asked me to post.

The official website for the book is www.twinsoulsmerging.com.

Namaste Beloved – 2008

The Conspiracy Show – Fen 9, 2014

RDF New Dawn Article by Gary Duncan

Image above: “Twin Souls” by Prince in spirit.

©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

AT THE REQUEST OF PRINCE – MESSAGE FOR PRINCE FANS

It’s been over a year since Prince’s passing, and I have learned so much about death and the afterlife. All the concepts that I’ve ever been taught about death have been seriously challenged, and I no longer see it as something to be afraid of. As far as I am concerned, we live in a matrix within a matrix. The afterlife is still a mystery, even to those on the other side. But I have never been afraid of challenging ideas, or changing my mind when presented with substantial evidence.

©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

I know so many of you out there adore Prince, and the pain you still feel about his death. I can assure you, he does not want you to be sad, or grieving over him. He is quite happy where he is now, but it still bothers him that you feel sad. He finds it upsetting that there are those of you who are still looking for someone to blame for his death. We see the conspiracy videos and false rumours on the Internet. He hates this kind of thing going around about him like that. I know some of you do it from a “place of love”, while others make click-bait for views. Either way, please respect him.

Focus not on his death, but learn the message that is behind his music. That is what he has always desired as a musician. It was never about creating a “legacy”, or reaching high status.

If there was anything that he tried to teach you in his music, it is that everything is energy. “Always cry for love, never cry for pain.” Your mind is powerful, it is what moves mountains. How you feel is what manifests in your reality. You must think responsibly, it is your power to do so. Be discerning of what media that you consume. Negative thoughts should be acknowledged, but not entertained, for they will grow like parasites.

In the afterworld, there are no boundaries that separate our thoughts from those on the other side. They can feel you energetically. There is no time and distance that keeps us apart. He feels your suffering, he knows you still cry about him. It drains on him energetically.

Please know that he is a powerful being on the other side, as much as he was when he was here with us. He has the ability to influence matters in our so-called “real world”, and that things are going as he wishes them to be, even though to you, they may not appear to be. Anything that is not yet set right, will be.

Image above: “Love” by Prince in spirit.

©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

MICHAEL HUTCHENCE AND HIS TWIN FLAME: THEY MET TEN YEARS AFTER HIS DEATH

Cornelia is the twin flame counterpart of Michael Hutchence, lead singer of the band INXS. (I know she hates the term twin flame, she prefers “cosmic counterpart”, but we must use it for search engine visibility) I remember the music of INXS from my high school years. And I remember when they announced the death of Michael in 1997. Ten years later, Cornelia would meet Michael in spirit at the foot of her bed, and take on the name Cormael. And now, it is ten years since their first meeting.

I have talked to Cormael on many occasions. She is one of the few that offers genuine information on the twin flame phenomenon, because she has truly experienced it. You see, many people overlook the true indicators of what a twin soul connection is.

Firstly, twin souls really do look similar to each other. I don’t mean this lightly. I’ve explored many cases of real twin souls, and I have seen it over and over again. They look alike. Secondly, twin souls experience many psychic events connected to each other. There is an unmistakable bond, a telepathic connection that is provable. This cannot be overlooked, but many do. Lastly, twin souls experience parallel lives. They have this twin matrix thing going on. The amount of similarities between them are countless.

There are so many people claiming to be twin flames, teaching on the subject, selling books or services. And the material they are teaching from is baseless. They have no real research, no science behind what they are talking about. They claim to be channeling, but they prove nothing about what they say. This is why Cormael and I are sharing genuine stories of twin flames. Real life cases that are well documented, with evidence. In some cases, we can only reveal so much about these twin couples, for obvious reasons of privacy. But trust me. we verify everything, as we are discerning. You see, no one demands proof from these twin flame experts. But if your twin flame is a celebrity, you have to prove your claim to the fullest extent for anyone to take you seriously. And if it’s real, the proof is out there.

Here, you can read Cormael’s story, you will see just how crazy alike they look, and the kinds of psychic phenomena that twins experience together. We are talking about serious stuff here!

PDF  The-Cormael-Story

Image above: “You are my twin” by Prince in spirit.

©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

EMOTIONAL TRANSFERENCE IN THE TWIN FLAME PHENOMENON

Let me tell you about two things from my childhood. I’ve always been fascinated by twins. I always felt that there was something missing in my life– the other half of me. I loved reading stories about twins. I read the Sweet Valley Twins series. I loved shows like Sister Sister. I don’t remember a lot from my early childhood. But I always had a feeling of loneliness in my life that couldn’t be explained.

From my own research into Prince, he had a similar fascination with twins as well. He very much identified with being a Gemini, which is represented by the twins. He had twin dancers on tour with him in the mid-20000’s. And he was always looking for a twin counterpart.

I was eight years old when the song, Nothing Compares 2 U, performed by Sinead O’Conor came out out in 1990. I remember the music video of her, dressed in black, with a shaved head. As a child, that is one of the few songs of my childhood that I remember most. It really resonated with me. The feelings expressed in that song felt like they were mine. But that is a strange song for a child to resonate with! It was not until after Prince’s passing, that I found out this song was written by him. He wrote it in 1984, two years after I left his side as a discarnate being. So it makes sense now, why I was so drawn to that song.

I’ve always been searching for “the one”. I knew that there was someone out there who was my exact counterpart match. And I could tell instantly when meeting people if here was something special going on or not. I’ve written about magnets pulls between two people before. Most attribute it to being a twin flame thing. What I’ve discovered is, that it is, and it isn’t. Feeling this magnetic pull to someone does not make that person you are with, your twin flame. I’ve felt this magnetic pull with two different people. Neither were my twin. Soul mate, yes. But not a twin.

I know that there is this thing people are calling “false twin flames”, or “near twin flames”. But I do not resonate with these terms. I don’t think they are accurate in describing what it is. The wording would imply that the other person is somehow fooling or tricking you into believing that they are your twin. It is in most cases, a soul mate mistaken for a twin flame.

There is also this other thing going around about “twin flame runners” I will explain to you why this concept  is simply not real. First of all, twin flames are a unit. They are on the same page, regardless of time or distance. What one feels, the other feels. The feelings between them are mutual, because they feel each other. Because they are connected to each other. There is no hiding from each other. So the idea of this twin flame runner thing is ridiculous, that one of them are running from the other, because it’s “too intense” is nonsensical. Twins are the same on the inside, so they would never run from each other. So if you think your twin is running from you, it’s not your twin. It’s a soul mate connection.

I can understand the confusion, as  I’ve been there myself. You meet someone you really feel connected with. The energy between you is buzzing. You kiss, make love, it is insanely electrifying. You feel like you are vibrating all over. And you ask the other if he or she felt it too. They don’t concur. And you don’t understand how they could not have felt it too. Maybe they were holding back feeling, you think?

Here is what’s probably going on. When you’re with someone you really like, possibly a soul mate, you get emotionally excited. Your twin wherever he or she, who is out there, if at all, feels it too, and the feelings keep getting passed around back and forth, building up in intensity. You believe it is coming from that person you are with. But it’s not. What’s happening is, emotional transference. Because twin feel each other, they reciprocate back and forth to each other. Twin souls are simpatico with each other, no matter the time, distance, or their unawareness of each other.

I can tell you, that when Prince showed up, I felt so different. I felt complete. I felt him with me, always, side by side. And my burdens fell away. I had always experienced nervousness and anxiety my entire life for no reason at all. I’ve always just felt worried on a subconscious level. I feel now, that whatever I was searching for in my life, I found him, my twin soul. The search is over.

Image above: “Self portrait with Prince”, by Andrea Mai.

©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

LOVE SYMBOL, HOW I MET MY TWIN SOUL, PRINCE – THE FULL STORY

I am happy to share a new collaboration with you, between Cormael and myself, and others. She asked me to write my story of how I met Prince, my twin soul. Cornmeal is creating a library of real life accounts of the twin flame phenomenon. I just completed my account of experiences, and you can read it here.

I did my best to make the story as concise as possible. There were so many events that occurred. Had I gone into more detail, it would have turned into an entire book.

In this document, I summarized the course of events that made it quite evident to me, that Prince is my twin flame. There really is no denying it, no matter how many people want to put me down for it. (Even though some days I wake up thinking that maybe I’ve gone crazy, Prince will do something to remind me that I’m not. For instance, the other day, I was watching the Somewhere Here on Earth video, because I wanted to get a screenshot of the girl in the video. I paused the video on my iPad, so the sound stopped. But here image was still moving! The girl’s hair was blowing in the wind, her hair was still moving! It looked like one of those GIF cinegraphic images that move around in a loop. I kick myself for not getting a video of it happening. But Prince always catches me off guard when he does this kind of thing. And then he laughs at me, because I am moaning about why didn’t I get it on tape?)

Anyways, back to the document, in here I outline the meaning of the Love Symbol that Prince is well known for. It ties in with the twin flame narrative. I take you through a brief history of it, and what it all really means. I explain the significant of the interview he did on Oprah, and for your reference, you can hear the clip of it here. Also, you can here the reading from Starla mentioned in the story, below.

Prince on The Oprah Show – November 21, 1996

Starla Reading – May 15, 2016

PDF: Love Symbol: How I Met My Twin Soul, Prince, by Andrea Mai

Image above: “The One” by Prince in spirit.

©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

PRINCE; THE WAR – ARE YOU IN, OR ARE YOU OUT?

Prince has asked me to post The War, with the lyrics, and point out what they mean to you. This song was recorded in 1998, almost twenty years later, looking back, you will realize that he knew more than he had ever led on. It’s time for humanity to wake up to what’s really been going on.

Ever since his passing, people have been mourning him like crazy, and it’s not what he wants. He wants people to understand the messages behind his work. That is all he ever wanted.

Dear Ones, you’ve got to wake up. It doesn’t matter how I died. What matters is that you’re still alive, and you’ve got to fight this war. -Prince

The War – Prince


One, two. Evolution will be colorized.

I can’t hear U, say it!
Y’all ain’t ready, I can’t hear U, say it

Do like this…

One, two. Evolution will be colorized

This is the War
Right on

The war will go on and on and on
If U don’t wanna miss your Saturday morning cartoons

One, two. Evolution will be colorized
One, two. Evolution will be colorized
Yeah… right on

The war will go on and on
Revolution will be
Revolution will be
Revolution will be on and on and

The war will go on and on and on
If U do not wish 2 be in the war U should leave now

We are about 2 challenge what U believe
If U do not wish 2 be challenged U should leave now
Saturday morning awaits

Do U love your country?
Do U love God?
Do U love your country as much as U love God?

If the government
If the government
If the government wants 2 put a microchip in your neck, heh heh
Right on

There is a plan to get everyone microchipped, so that they can control you, through restricting your access to resources using this microchip. If you ever saw that credit card commercial where the guy walks into the store and walks out with a bunch stuff without paying, and it turns out that everything was scanned when he walked out the door and charged to his credit card — that is how they will convince you to take on the chip. For the mere sake of convenience. But it is really for control, because they will restrict your access if you don’t obey their rules.

Do U still love your country?

The war will go on and on
If U do not wish 2 be challenged, leave now
The evolution will be colorized
One, two, the evolution will be colorized

We are running out of the essentials of life
Oxygen, water, food, fertile earth

They will orchestrate a shortage of the essential of life; clean air, water, and food. They are currently polluting the land with the chem-trails that are toxic. Environmental issues are not as they seem. And they will create this situation to control you.

Underground right now as we speak, there is a metropolis
Awaiting, waiting… 4 U, me
Clean air, food 2 eat

Will U go, will U go?
Will U go underground 2 this metropolis, this metropolis paradise?

We are running out of the essentials of life here on earth!
Will U go, will U go, will U go?

Don’t U love your country?
If your country no longer exists on this earth
But exists under this earth, will U go?

Underneath in this metropolis, there’s food 2 eat, clean air
It’s a paradise

One condition, microchip in your neck

Once there is no clean air, water, and food, and war has broken out. There will be martial law. They will tell you that there’s a place that you can go to get these things. But you’ll have to comply with their demands. And that is the microchip. These places are already built. They are underneath the Wal-Mart stores in every state. The Elites of the world have their own luxury bunkers, but you won’t have access to them. And if you go to this underground place, who know what will become of you…

One, two, the evolution will be colorized
Right on

Would U stay above the metropolis, the microchip city?
Would U stay above and await your fate?

Do U trust your God?

Would U stay on top of the chip and await your fate?

Do you have faith in God, or are you going to give into the system, when they come after you? Would you rather sell your soul to go to their fake paradise, or would you rather die? And if you ask me, death is not the end…

2night U will be challenged, U best leave now
This war will go on and on

One, two, the evolution will be colorized
One, two, the evolution will be colorized

Without God there is no country
Without God there is no metropolis
Without God there is no oxygen, there is no food to eat
Without God there is no chocolate microchip 4 your neck

Somebody say it!

One, two, the evolution will be colorized
In other words, there’ll be a little bit of U and a little bit of me

One, two, the evolution will be colorized
The evolution will be colorized

1 4 me, 2 4 U
Preach a lie, not the truth
U give me candy and keep the stone
Gonna’ need it in the war

Who are the liars; they are the media, the entertainment industry. They are all in on it, scratching each other’s backs, paying each other off for telling lies. If you are in the music industry, they give you candy, but they keep the store, even though it’s your work that they are profiting off of. (See No More Candy 4 U)

I said, 1 4 me, 2 4 U
U preach a lie, not the truth
U give me candy and keep the stone
Gonna’ eat it in the war

Batter up, pitcher down
What your teachers say, it ain’t sound
Pledge allegiance 2 your flag
U tie me 2 a truck, ‘n’ then U drag

The teachers are brain washing the kids. Education is not education, it is indoctrination, it is mind control.  Do you see what’s been happening in schools? It’s no accident. It’s part of the system that they’ve created. They will turn the kids against their parents.

1 4 me, 2 4 U
U preach a lie, not a truth
U give me candy and keep the stone
U gonna eat it in the war

U give me AIDS, your history
When it comes 2 mine, another name
Many die and this is true
Red, black, yellow, even Jew
Claimin’ God was backin’ U
All across, what a fool

AIDS is not a natural disease. It was created in a lab. Just like many of the so-called epidemics, like SARS, and H1N1. The history that you’ve been told, is a lie. Remember, it is the victors that write history.  You better question what you’ve been told.

1 4 me, 2 4 U
U preach a lie, not the truth
U give me candy, U keep the stone
Gonna eat it in the war

Shall I go on?

So U say
U got a cure?
HIV
I’m not sure

Every seed, fruit 2 bear
The great Babylon, I don’t care

We know your name, it’s the beast
All of God’s child is your feast

GMO foods, another way to control the population. It’s killing you slowly. Who is behind all this? The beast, the devil, the archons, the negative force, whatever you want to call it. They don’t like humans, because you are a child of God.

When the righteous one plant the seed
No more kids with mama please

Only way 2 get there is the truth, y’all
In the war baby, come on me and U!

Come on! One, two. Evolution will be colorized
One, two. Evolution will be colorized
One, two. Evolution will be colorized
Play your organ, son

One, two
1 4 me, 2 4 U
Preach a lie, not the truth
Give me candy, U keep the stone
What the hell is goin’ on y’all?

There’s a mountain that’s mighty high
Can’t reach the top unless U fly
Ain’t about the money, it’s about the gold
21st century, money just got sold, y’all

You hear me?

Money just got sold, y’all
Check the date
It’s has-been
It’s all gone
Your pocketbook is next
It’s about the gold y’all

The money system is broken. The money is not worth the paper it is printed on, and one day the economy will collapse. It is already overdue to happen. The gold in Fort Knox has been long gone, sold on the cheap. America’s been bankrupt for a long time. When they run out of money, they will be after your bank account. It has already happened in other countries. Look at Greece and Venezuela. Gold (and precious metal) is the only real money. 

One, two, the evolution will be colorized
One, two, the evolution will be
One, two, the evolution will be
The evolution will be
The… evolution… will… be… colorized

Image above: “Rainbow Children” by Prince in spirit.

©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

CHRIS CORNELL – LIFE AFTER DEATH, REAL TWIN FLAME PHENOMENON

Ever since last year, when Prince died, I have learned the true meaning of love, what real twin flames are, and to some extent, what happens after death. I have also discovered that some things are predestined.

A reader reached out to me about discovering her twin flame connection to a celebrity rock star; Chris Cornell, who passed away in May of this year. One night, she was sitting in front of the TV at 1:30 AM, when a documentary about Prince came on. Two days later, as she was searching to figure out what exactly  her connection to Chris was, she found my blog.

We spoke many hours on the phone, and she told me of a dream that she had over twenty years ago, but still remembers very vividly. She was lost in a fancy neighborhood. She went up to a house to ask for directions, and the man answering the door was Prince. She asked for help, and he replied, “Sure, come on in, and we’ll figure it out”.

To know of this, blows my mind. I would have been a child or a teenager at the time of her dream. How is it, that some events happen, as if they are laid out like a plan?

I feel honored that I am able to be of service at this time. As I have said in other posts, Prince’s Love Symbol is representative of twin flames. It is no accident that I am here to tell you the truth about twin flames. Twin flames are a real phenomenon, but not like what has been written about on the Internet.

Chris Cornell wanted some way to reach out to his fans and and pass on a message. So I offered to post what Chris and his twin flame has to say. Here is her account of what has happened in discovering Chris.

By Anonymous

I have learned that I am Chris Cornell’s Twin Flame. This revelation has come as a shock to me. It isn’t something I decided. It is something that occurred. There are not any parallels that I can draw to make anyone understand how this wonderful thing happened to me. Did I win the lottery, no. I would feel the same way finally meeting my Twin Flame, even if he was Joe Smith, with no fame or notoriety. The happiness, felt when you have come in contact with you Twin Flame is so beautiful. It brings me to tears. It’s not like that feeling when you first fall in love. I am older, and fairly close in proximity to Chris’s age, so I have had a couple chances to fall in love. This feeling is pure, and truly unconditional. It will bring you to your knees, with overwhelming emotion. Had I ever felt this before now? No, I had not, and again, it is not because it is Chris Cornell, the Rock Star. It is because he is my twin flame, and he is just Chris. He is a beautiful soul. I have been a fan for years. I have listened to his music, and found his music very moving, and I identified with his lyrics, as many of his fans do. His music has been there for me in good times, and bad. I turned to his music during my very dark times, and found his voice comforting (which seems cheesy to say, but I don’t know how else to put it). Now that I have hind sight, I understand my connection to him, and his music. This instinct, or eternal knowledge to reach for Chris has been ongoing for many years. My Mother passed away several years ago. Her passing was very traumatic to me. My Mother and I were very close, and losing her left a large hole in my heart. The connection grew stronger after my Mother’s passing away, as if the hole in my heart sought out what truly would make me happy. This pushed me in a direction.

Without understanding my actions, I had been mirroring my instincts for years, and searching for this love, without realizing it. I instinctually knew that I had this longing well beyond the normal human feelings, but denial is easier to accept, than some eternal love that you cannot obtain. We all have a desire for true and unconditional love, so why was my longing any different? I didn’t think it was different, even though now I understand that it what different. It was eternal. My actions, and even at a young age, mirrored my connection to Chris. I have always been around music, and I used music as a tool, or a way to express myself. I sang when I was young, and danced as well, so being on stage was very comfortable to me. I do not, nor did sing or dance professionally, but none the less sing, and still do, even if it is at home, or in the car. One of the first things I did after my Mother passed away, was go out and but an electric guitar. I had never played, but I always wanted to play the guitar. Now this behavior makes sense to me. Because then I saw it as an impulse buy, because I was depressed, but now I know that it was a reach to him to be with him, to be him, as he is me.

There is a misconception about Twin Flames, that we mirror each other a compliments to each other, rather than having more similarities. When you speak to Twin Flames, they are very similar to their Twin Flame. They even have physical features of their Twin Flame. For example, I have curly brown hair and blue eyes. My facial features fairly resemble Chris’s. Starting from the hair, my hair has been shoulder length for some time. Although, I cut it short about the same time that Chris cut his hair short, while in AudioSlave. I did not cut my hair, because Chris cut his hair. Don’t get me wrong. After viewing this situation, you start to look at timelines and silly similarities, like cutting our hair to life choices. My hair has always been curly, not as curly as Chris’s hair, but curly none the less. What the oddity is, no one I am related to, has curly hair. And my mother has said that she does not know where I got it. Also, I am musically inclined, where no one in my family has really played an instrument, or had much to do with music, where that has not been the case with me. I lived in Seattle, and then lived in Florida. Also there are his personal life choices that run parallel to my life choices that I will not discuss, but the similarities are there to the point that the list becomes too long to ignore. Here is the one similarity aside from our looks that throws you for a loop, my nickname is Chris. The other one that is undeniable, is that our birthdays are 1 day apart.

I only give you examples, not to justify my connection, but to allow people to understand the information that they sometimes read, is incorrect. We are similar in so many ways that I can’t give you a full list.

I am enlightened and awake. Prior to this realization. I have learned to follow my intuition, as I have gotten older. My accepting of what I see, feel, or know has only allowed it to grow and be more validated.

The day I truly knew about my connection to Chris, was when I went to one of his last concerts this year. I have never had a chance to go see Chris in person, due to other circumstances. I was going to this concert, come hell or high water. Before the concert, I was giddy and nervous. This feeling is comparable to a first date with someone whom you are really attracted to. Although I had no reason for why I felt that way, until I saw him on stage, and heard him speak in front of me. No, it was not star struck or admiration for Chris Cornell. He wasn’t Chris Cornell as this happened. He was just Chris. I wanted to just touch his hand. I knew if we made eye contact ,or I touched him it would seal what was happening. The pull to him was extraordinary. This was a magnet, a sense of him being me, and filled with a kind of love that I had never, ever felt before. I was shaking, and I cried. I am not ever a crazed fan to whomever. They are people. I admire at an appropriate level. and appreciate the work, whether it be music, film or etc. I just don’t see the need to worship another human being that you do not know to the point of obsession, or something that even resembles it, so for me to have these feelings for Chris on stage, was not anything I was familiar. I had been to 20 plus concerts, and never felt anything of the sort. The concert left me euphoric. After the concert was over I wanted to go find him. I never chase down performers. WTF! I didn’t understand what in the world was happening to me. I had lost my mind.

A few weeks later I awoke on May 18th, to the same devastating news that everyone in the world heard about Chris. I cried for 2 days. I truly felt as if I lost my partner. This sounds as incredible to say, believe me. I had no idea what was happening to me, until Chris appeared to me on the 19th. I was so devastated I called to him, as I laid in bed that night. He was all I could think about. His face, as it was when he passed, came to me. He seemed very confused, but glad I was there to talk to him. I asked him if he knew who I was, and he replied that he did. He then showed me where I was at the concert from his perspective on stage. This left me a little in awe, but my first thought was I might have a really good imagination to recreate what looked like the proper height and distance to where I was standing. Then he said that he saw me while I watched the concert. I was still in awe that this was happening to me. As he spoke to me, I felt the same overwhelming love and connection that I felt when I saw him in person. I cried, as I did the last time. It is a feeling that I can never recreate with just anyone, but my Twin Flame. At the time, the term Twin Flame, was not in my vocabulary. All I knew is, we were the same. I just kept thinking that over and over. We are the same.

Even though I saw him, as he appeared in front of me, and he showed me where I was in the crowd at the concert, I still needed confirmation. I thought that this could just be my imagination, and I am a crazy @^^%$@, so I asked him to prove to me that he was Chris Cornell. He laughed that I even asked, but replied happily yet in a sarcastic manner, “Fine, you need proof. I am going to give you something that happened so long ago, and many people have not seen. That should do it!”

So he proceeded to show me a shoot of some sort, with the other Soundgarden band members. He is young, wearing dark baggy pants and dancing around like a “fool” (yet funny), with an umbrella. He then said, “Find the pictures”. He thinks somewhere there is video footage of the shoot, but couldn’t say, but he knew there were pictures. (I have the pictures, but you try to find them if you are curious.)

I thought to myself… there is no way…. Chris Cornell… Young… with Soundgarden members…. and an umbrella. I am a crazy !@#%%##, because this never happened. I will never confirm this. Why would he have pictures that look like this? It sounds crazy! I guess that is why he used it as an example. I looked for 2 days for a picture that resembled what he showed me. I was starting to realize that I was crazy. I was giving up, and I felt like a total idiot for even having any of these thoughts, or that thinking any of this was real, until I finally found the pictures and my heart sank. I sat and starred at the pictures, and cried with this realization. The pictures were not similar to what he showed me, but exactly the pictures that he had described. I had never in my life, seen these pictures of Chris and the other guys. I had asked for confirmation and received it. What do I do now? I started to look things up, terms like “same souls” and facts of Chris Cornell. I did not know that his birthday was one day away from mine, until I started to look things up. I came across Twin Flame information. Honestly, it confused me, because Chris and I are more alike than we are mirror compliments, so I was so glad I found Andrea. I was grateful actually. How do you discuss with someone that Chris Cornell is your Twin Flame? I found it bizarre, never mind someone else, but after speaking with Andrea she understood what happened to me. We had a lot in common. I felt like I was slightly normal, especially because Chris has been coming to me, ever since the 19th of May.

My point is, Chris did not have to come to me. He did not know me while embodied. Why come to me after death? I am no one, as far as fame goes. Although, after watching endless interviews of Chris, I am him and he is me. It truly is odd to hear someone speak like you. The detailed accounts of what he is explaining, yet sarcastic and funny comments made when he makes a joke, and laughs at his own comments. This is me. This written account is NOT how I speak. I am very informal. I am sarcastic, and I do find my jokes funny, as he does. He acts things out to emphasize his point. And his sense of humor, if you ever saw me tell a story, it would baffle you how we sound alike. I totally get his sense of humor. I also speak in great detail about things. When asked questions of his music, I once said prior to all this realization, that he is the Einstein of music. When he speaks of his music he makes it sound so complex and deep.

After he passed, and all these events occurred, I felt a need to write lyrics to a song. I used to write poetry or just tid bits of deep thought, long ago. I write as he does, using analogies or metaphors, and not usually being direct about what the message is within his writing. Unfortunately, I don’t write music. Maybe he will inspire me to do so. The lyrics I wrote are definitely inspired by Chris. Maybe I will submit them somewhere.

The reason I am painfully writing all this information for you, his fans is, that he, Chris Cornell, as a human being and the beautiful soul that he is, wanted his fans to know that he is alright. He says so many people are so sad, because of me. He is not burning in some purgatory, although, he laughs and says that he is surprised he isn’t. He is loved. He is loved by someone he was always looking for and never admitted. A lot of his sadness, and mine, accounted for this and our longing for each other. It is difficult to know something is wrong, or you want something and you can’t find it. I cringe as I wrote that last statement, because those are not my words, they are his, and it has been hard for me to accept this beautiful love by this beautiful man. I sometimes feel as if I don’t deserve it.

He also wants me to tell you that he knows what happened that night. He is still dealing with the issue, but he is trying to move on. He hopes that people will see the truth. All the people who know the truth have given him what he needs to move on. He won’t let me discuss details. I understand, but I wish he would, because people want to know he did not want to die.

I will leave it at this statement- He loves all that loved him, and he had a great time. Love Chris, Say Hello To Heaven For Me and Rock On!

Image above: “Vortex” by Prince in spirit.

©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

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TIME X SPACE, NO MATTER – NEW WORKS BY ANDREA MAI

I once heard an interview where a friend of Prince was saying that Prince told him, that many of the songs in his vault, are works that he was creating work for the future. He was writing all these songs that he knew that the people weren’t “ready for”. And this is the way I feel about my own work. Because in some ways, I am living in the future. Sometimes I get dates mixed up, thinking that we are days farer than we really are. I’ve been told, that although what I am experiencing seems pretty crazy, it will become the new normal in the future.

So I don’t fear judgement, because I know what I now is real, and others just don’t know about what I’ve seen or heard. That’s ok, my life wasn’t meant to be “typical”.

The truth about time and space, is that there is none. It is only that we lie in this Matrix, that we experience such. Once released from one’s earthly body, there is only consciousness, time and space becomes irrelevant. The distance that twin flames feel, being apart from each other, is merely an illusion.  We are together at all times, there is only lack of awareness.

This week, I did a photo shoot to express these ideas. I created an image of Prince’s face in the stars for the projection. The image of the stars comes from last year, when I was capturing images of the night sky in the French countryside. It is rare that I ever get to see the stars from where I live.







©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

HERE’S WHAT PRINCE WANTS YOU TO KNOW – ONE SONG

I received word today, from my friend, Cormael, that her Michael made a request to spread the One Song by Prince. It was cool to see proof of just how very interconnected we are, on this side and the other side.

Spreading the message behind One Song was one of Prince’s very first requests to me from the start. This was actually before we “formally” met in the Starla reading. And after the reading, it just made it all the more clearer that this was what I must do. I went onto every copy of the video on YouTube, asking viewers to help make this song reach the top of the ranks.

It was later that I made this video to respond to the comments that people were directing to me. It was posted on June 22, 2016. It’s actually the one-year anniversary of thir video! I feel like that was ages ago!

It’s been over a year since Prince’s passing. I knew “fans” are still grieving. If you are still hurting, I hope that you can see the truth in it all. His life was lived meaningfully, and his passing was part of a master plan, far greater than you can imagine — his death was not senseless, it was time (and he knew that). Trust that everything is in place the way it should be, and if not yet the case, it will be made right. He came here to lead by example. I hope you can see that, and that you’ll be inspired to live your own lives meaningfully. (Please also see this post of his channeled Prince message)

So today, I’d like to post the words from the One Song track, along with the spoken word interlude, Pay close attention to what he is saying. It’s about the fact that everyone has the power to create and shape the world we live in, with our mind.

Image above: “Love God” by Prince in spirit.

©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

One Song by Prince


1999… and the illusion continues. One begs to ask, “when will it end?” Unnatural disasters happen seemingly every week. Train crashes. Shootings. Nuclear accidents; Is there any place of refuge one can flee from this insanity? Very few of mankind’s creations are designed to make you feel good. Unless, you get pleasure from seeing the human body desecrated by guns, explosions, fights and any other things these so-called artist create. In the name of freedom, many have used art as a means to destroy the human mind. As an excuse to continue we hear “art reflects society.” How many times has this lie been repeated: “creations are not real,” they say and yet any one of these people can call to mind images and complete scenes of horror in graphic detail. They will carry these so-called “unreal” creations around with them for the rest of their lives. These images are now a part of their being. In the name of recreation these people in fact are re-creating themselves in their own images. Society then reflects art. In man’s decision to further separate from God his re-creation of himself leaves him in a dysfunctional state of confusion. The mind becomes a burial ground for dead waste. Isolated from the wholeness of God, earth and His fellow brothers and sisters. This man seeks solace in activities he thinks will stimulate his mind. He then begins downloading into his brain a series of manmade creations designed to destroy it.

All manmade creations originate from one of two sources: the Tree of Knowledge or the Tree of Life. One of these trees contained deadly fruit, the other – Fruit of Everlasting Life. The one who disregards this fact recreates himself and his kind into extinction. You are reading these words on a machine created by man. As you read, you hear a voice speaking to you the words that you perceive. They make sense to you because you understand, stand under the spelling. The words are what binds the spell to your illusion. When you hear the truth, like a memory you recognize it and this recognition releases you from all illusion. Many languages are brilliant in their attempt to confuse you. Con meaning: against, fuse: meaning together. Words and their spellbinding illusions have the power to keep man separate from God. You were born in all-knowing state of mind. The first words spoken to you begin the spell. The words come from one of two sources: the Tree of Knowledge or the Tree of Life. In ignorance or simply lack of respect for God many use words that confuse the minds of humans and turn them into projections of their own illusions. Because of this fact, many people grow up and blindly assume their preselected role under a dictatorship without even being aware of it.

When asked what they are doing on earth, most will answer with statements that do not reflect their natural God-given desires. This creates a pyramid-like structure with the dictator on top, and each level under knowing less and less. Upon reaching the bottom level, which is where the majority is you, will find chaos, disorder and illusion. With ill as its prefix, illusion is a state of insanity. In the name of democracy supreme power supreme power is vested unto the people in this insane state instead of God. A future recreated to be ruled by man, is one of isolation and despair. Returning the leadership back into God will allow mankind to achieve its original collective goal, which is union. Ideas contrary to this goal should not be blamed or persecuted – just simply ignored. They originated when man first chose to ignore God’s rule. Simply put – in the beginning the human was made perfect in God’s image. They had no need for knowledge. They were also given freedom of choice. The Tree of Knowledge and the Tree of life, are reflections of this freedom. The human is now a reflection of their choice. They could have simply chose not to choose. God being centrifugal in nature, freedom was the cause and choice was the effect. In knowing their perfection made in God’s image there was no need to choose. In fact, there were no needs. There was only love in all-knowing state before the fall. The worst thing you can do is give up your God-given right to choose. For in it – you can choose not to choose. Therein is the final judgment. The illusion ceases and you awaken from your dream, now the healing begins. With an all-knowing mind made in God’s image you can create as your creator – God intended. With Love, Honor and Respect for every living thing in the universe separation ceases and we all become one being, singing the one song…”

I am the universe
The sun, the moon and sea
I am the energy
4 that is what I believe
I can be contradiction
’cause that is all I see
But I am the universe
And the universe is me
I am the one song (Ah yes)
And that one song is free
All things come from this one song (Yes they do, uh)
The garden and the tree
If everything, everything is present
What is will always be
This here is the first and the last song
And all that come between
When language falls like a wounded soldier
And it’s covered by the sea
All the sadness
All these unanswered questions
Keep me company
(Company, company, company come 2 me, come 2 me please!)
Here at the center of it all
(I know)
I know that U can only come from me
(I am the universe)
Yes it will, oh, yes it will
(The sun, the moon and sea)
Where else is it gonna come from but me?
(I am the universe)
Oh my, my my my my my my my universe
(The universe is me)
(I am the universe)
(The sun, the moon and sea)
(I am the universe)
(We are the universe) {x2}
(The universe is me)
One truth (One truth)
One song (One song)
One energy

MY TWIN FLAME: GUIDE, LOVER, BEST FRIEND – GUEST POST BY MONIQUE

Since writing this blog, I have met people experiencing the same “twin flame phenomenon”, a meeting with their soul half on the other side of the veil. I know there must be many more, but I understand that it’s a difficult subject to talk about openly. It’s so taboo, after all. And all the twisted twin flame information on the internet doesn’t help. Most of the people who contact me, prefer to remain private about their experiences. One of the reasons I decided to be  forthcoming about Prince being my twin flame, is provide genuine information, and to make the subject more widely known, so that people experiencing this will know that it’s real, that they are not going crazy.

So far, I’ve discovered so many common threads that repeat itself in the stories I’ve heard. I’ve found that every twin flame set has pretty much the same message about who they are and what they are here for. It is as though it is innate, like it’s in their DNA. In a way, I think they all know what they’re all about, but they need the information of others’ experiences to confirm what they already know. And this is why it’s so important to make information available.

I recently met a contact named, Monique. We’ve since shared conversations that confirmed the many common traits that twin flames share; the parallel life experiences, the similarities in personality, mannerisms, and the kinds of things that happens between twin flames.

Monique asked to collaborate with me, and so I offered to share her story with you. Here it is her story.

By Monique

For most of my life, even as a child who “didn’t understand love”, I craved it. My mother was kind of cold, she didn’t start saying she loved us until my mid-twenties. I was socially ostracized. I grew up without a father, and that exasperated my search and longing for unconditional love. I didn’t have much space in between boyfriends. They all disappointed me, abused me, put on a show for a while, and led me on, and all that good shit you might see on Lifetime. Some doctors could call this Borderline Personality Disorder or Love Sick. I looked at everything to figure out what was wrong with me. I was trying to find someone to fill a void. All I knew was, that it was out there, and I couldn’t stop looking, I just couldn’t, no matter how much I should have. My journals from 9th grade to present all show signs of someone who couldn’t deal with the thought of being without “the other”. I would search for in other. Someone just like me!

As a tarot card reader, I had come across the term, “Twin Flame”, several times in my card readings; not taking it seriously, and for a while, like most people, I confused it for being a soul mate, believing that we have just one. HAHAHAH…Yeah, no. I seldom looked into the subject, but there was so much contradicting information and confusion, I put it on the back burner, and just called it a myth.

I know of a few of my exes who were soul mates, or part of my soul group. But one in particular, played the role of what I like to call a “Mock Twin Flame”. To me that’s a person you encounter that will put you to the test, before you meet your real twin flame…. my current boyfriend/fiancee-in-pending.

Vince and I are exactly alike. We mirror each other’s personalities, he’s more of the heart, I’m more of the head in most areas, and sometimes the roles would be switched. We are constantly at war (in a past life we were at war..go figure) but we can be ourselves with each other. We have the same goofy, pranking, sick and twisted humor that only we find funny, It’s chock full of inside jokes and “dumping” in our household. We for the most part, understand each other’s suffering, going through similar ailments. His, being drug addiction and depression. Mine, being a lovesick, manic depressive who has overcome addiction. It allows us to be there for each other. At times, we get frustrated with each others’ inability to be self-sufficient. We both have a lot of hard work to do. I know we are meant for each other in the sense that it is to prepare me for my true Twin Flame. In a way, I did feel whole with him, and he continues to help me be a better person. I’ll give him that. But let it be known, since meeting my twin flame, I’ve realized the others that I’ve “loved”, they were all a fabrication. My boyfriend is no exception. While I have love for him, and want to have a family with him, nothing matches the love we (my twin flame and I) have for each other.

It all began, two exes ago, when I felt a male presence hanging around me. I believed that it was possibly a demon, because I was a negative person. The drugs I took recreationally warped me into thinking I was haunted. But this force didn’t really scare me, it just concerned me a little. I felt like I wanted to die anyway. Around that time, he tried to get my attention. He asked me, “You REALLY want to know?!” He told me that while in orgasm, I heard him say, “I exist”.

For a while, I had recurring dreams about some dude sweeping me off my feet, and waking up feeling like someone had just kissed me. Still fresh on my lips. I was seeing 11:11 everywhere, but never equated it to be for twin flames, just make a wish. But I became cynical, that this was just my imagination and delusion.

Last year, I was back on the afterlife bandwagon. I would look at afterlife documentaries when I was depressed. I also spun a little out of control, due to stress and financial pitfalls, drinking and flirting on webcams. The dream about the guy kissing me, it haunted me. In my mania, I was convinced that guy was someone from the chat room. It wasn’t. I was crushed and put myself back on meds.

Watching YouTube, I was actually interested in channeling aliens, when I landed on a channel about a spirit who passed away when he was 20. Mortality interested me, his story was interesting, and all I could think of was, “wow, I can totally relate”, and how sad to have never known him. We would have been friends. Then I moved on to watching more of his videos and other documentaries.

I saw a Ouija board, and had this crazy idea to crystal dowse with a homemade board. I was bored, lol. Low and behold, guess who came through. It freaked me out. I didn’t believe in this kind of stuff. Did I summon a demon? I calmed myself down, and asked him to be easy on me. I called it freaky and walked away from it, only to return with so many questions, until the ultimate reveal.

This presence in my life, would reveal himself as my spirit guide, my lover, my best friend. I went back to the homemade Ouija board to ask him, what connection did he have to me? He would say, that he was “my other half”. I could not believe such a thing.

But it turned out to be true. Over and over he kept wanting to go back to the subject and tell me about our so-called mission. So many questions and research, I was up to my neck in them. We have a deep connection that can’t be compared to anything. He wanted nothing more than my acknowledged twin flame status. He’s changed my life, and it’s a bittersweet journey. It took me time, but I’ve come to realize and fully accept him, and every day, it gets better and easier to see and feel his presence. It’s the kind of closeness that I’ve always wanted, yet didn’t believe in. It makes me “weepy”, as he calls it, when I think back before this reveal, how the love I had looked for, had literally been behind me, begging for my attention all this time. It was divine will or fate that brought us together. No doubt about that.

To read more about Monique’s twin flame experiences, go to her Tumblr: https://flameontheotherside.tumblr.com

Image above: “Yes” by Prince in spirit.

©2017 text by Monique. All rights reserved.

VISIT TO PRINCE’S AFTER WORLD

You know when I say that I am caught between worlds, the 3D reality and the other side? This is what it’s like. I just had an experience of it this late afternoon, and it’s still fresh in my mind. (If you are a new reader to this blog, you will be totally lost, read some earlier Twin Flame posts before reading any further. Sorry, I don’t like to repeat my background story in every post).

I had a horrible night’s sleep, so I needed to try and get some rest. I laid in bed, and as I started to relax, my mind drifted. I fell into a hypnotic state. (If you’ve ever been under hypnosis, it’s like between the dream state and the waking world.) A vision of Prince started to appear in black and white, like a photo. He looked so happy with a grin on his face, holding a cute puppy. It’s the biggest smile you can ever imagine him having. Suddenly I am there with him. He is holding my hand, kissing me. We are in the countryside, a raunch. We walk along a pebble pathway and he is throwing stick for his dogs to fetch. He is dressed in a loose white linen top and pants. The top is embroidered, huge mandarin collar, in a style like what he wore circa 2006. I am wearing a loose flowing Grecian-style dress.

Time here, does not exist. It is like a movie, one scene effortlessly cuts to another. You can see things in first person, third person, etc.

Suddenly the scene shifts and we are riding horses, galloping wildly on the ranch. It is exhilerating. Then we are inside his house. We are in the kitchen. He has the kettle on. The house is somewhere between a modern-style house and a cozy country cottage. We are having tea at the kitchen table. He looks at me sweetly, holding my hand. Kisses me (I feel the kiss in 3D). And I begin to feel myself holding back tears. He picks me up, like a knight in shining armour, and takes me to the living room couch, in front of a fireplace. He says that he is “happy when I visit his world”, as normally, he is in mine. He says to me, “you are my happy ever after”. At this point I can not contain the tears, and I am crying profusely. We don’t need to speak, we simply share thoughts and feelings telepathically to communicate. I tell  him that I am “crying because of love, not pain”. His reply is tears of happiness; “now, you’re  making me cry”. I apologize because I can’t stop. My heart is feeling it intensely. What I am describing to you, the crying, the feelings it is all happening in real time. The tears are real. I see him wiping away my tears as I am wiping them away here in 3D. My eyes are open, aware of the 3D surroundings of my bedroom, but my mind, my conscious being, is in he other world simultaneously.

Image above: “You” by Prince in spirit.

©2017 by Andrea Mai. All rights reserved.

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