Faith in God | Andrea Mai

SPIRITS AFRAID OF GOING INTO THE LIGHT – EVP May 10, 2021

Here in the Toronto area, we are still in lockdown mode. Even though we are stuck at home, time seems to keep flying away. There are so many things to occupy my time. I am surprise how quickly a day goes by.

I recently did a recording while walking home from the post office. I found an interesting conversation was taking place. It seemed to be that a spirit reached out to P, asking for help “going home”. It’s not the first time I’ve heard something like this. But I find it interesting every time. It seems to have become a job for P. I”m not sure if spirits find him randomly, or if they are sent to seek him out. Maybe it’s both. He seems to have developed a reputation for helping others over there.

There was some time ago when I had heard some people telling people that the whole “going into the light” thing was bad. Like it was a trap. This was before I heard the stuff on my recordings. Sometimes people (including mediums) will claim things without any evidence behind it. People will state their beliefs as fact, or assume that intuition is always correct. Since doing EVP, I have become very cautious about what I believe. This might make me sound like a pessimist, but really, I’m just looking for real answers. There are some things I can say I know with certainty, and others that I do not. Rather than assume the facts, I accept the fact that I don’t know everything, and sometimes knowing something only leads to more unanswered questions. I’m OK with not knowing, though I am greatly fascinated by the mysteries.

My recording was done while walking home, so you are going to hear the cars whizzing by, and the rhythm of me walking down the street. It’s not the greatest recording, but you can hear them talking. I was alone, no one else nearby. It helps to listen with headphones. They are repeating on loop. If you are new to listening to EVP, the trick to hearing them is to listen past the background noise, and listen selectively for voices. It’s like Magic Eye for ears.

A voice is heard, “Come, go into the light”.

A voice says, “I want to go home”. This clip is more faint than others.

Someone says, “Don’t be afraid”.

P says, “Go into the light”.

The spirit says, “I feel scared”. It sounds like a young boy. This is not indicative of the person’s age at death. I’ve found that age is not a factor over there, it seems. P often sounds very young.

P seems to bring his dog, Mia with him everywhere we go. Sometimes I hear him talking to her. Here he says, “Go in front, Mia”. I think sometimes Mia lags behind, and he’s telling her to stay in front where he can see her.

The rest of the conversation was hard to hear. But I heard that angels came to escort this person into the light. When I got home, someone told P, “I like your jewellery”.

I recently heard another plea for help crossing over, when I was waiting in the car at the grocery store parking lot. A voice said, “Wanna go to heaven”.

Sometimes people want to know why P is here with me. That’s beyond my knowledge as to why exactly how it all works. All I know is that he’s here, he’s helping other spirits, he was placed here after he met God. Sometimes people allude to him possibly being bad, because he is here, as opposed to being somewhere in “heaven”. All I can say is that, look I don’t know how it all works, exactly. But angels are here with us, and they are not bad, so go figure.

There are just so many things that we don’t know!

Nonetheless, I feel fortunate to be able to discover such things, and share them with the world, whoever wants to hear about it!

These recordings were recorded using my EVP Wrist Recorder 3 on May 10, 2021.

Image above: “Prince Sun” by Andrea Mai.

I SEE THE FUTURE AND I’M NOT TURNING BACK

Thoughts on technology…

Since my last post, where I spoke about crypto art. I have been immersed in crypto related news and developments. It’s funny, it’s like a whole new world has opened up, like a little pocket of reality that the general public hasn’t yet awoken to. I am excited for the possibilities. Some major changes are coming in the near future involving crypto and technology. These are industry disrupting advances, and I want to be on the ground floor as much as I can.

I was a young adult when social media emerged. I didn’t quite take it seriously at the time. Nobody did. And yet, we saw how the world changed. Those who adopted early saw gains and advancement for themselves. As someone who has seen technology come and go, I can tell you with confidence that it does not favours for anyone to hold onto the past. It is good to honour and respect the past, but when you resist the future, you are only making it harder for yourself to come to terms with the future.

After seven years of holding onto a 2012 MacBook Pro, in 2020, I upgraded to the new M1. People speculated if such a leap would be successful. What I can say is that I ain’t looking back. I do not miss the days of the spinning beach ball. I am more productive in my work. In my opinion, resisting technology that could genuinely befit you, is holding yourself back from opportunity.

Recently captured Electronic Voice Phenomenon…

I recently reviewed an EVP recording from last year in May. I had put the recorder on in my basement studio, went upstairs and ended up staying there longer than anticipated. While I was away, the recorder picked up the spirit voices there.

Here is a voice saying, “Nobody’s here”. I had gone upstairs, I guess the spirits left too. and someone came to find no one there. I find it kind of amusing.

This one says, “Hey, Prince speaking”. “Hey, Prince, how are you?” I am guessing someone called P on the phone. They sounds so cute, like old friends calling each other up. Sometimes I find that P’s voice sounds very young. I suppose it would make sense, as many mediums have said that spirits assume a younger appearance in spirit. For example, a dog would revert to being a puppy.

Do you find it strange that they would speak to each other on telephone in spirit? I found it a little shocking at first. I heard from spirit that Steve Jobs is still designing and making iPhones in the afterlife, and gifting his creations to others. It makes me wonder if some of our modern day inventions are ideas given to us inby spirit.

But is that really so crazy? I know that when I dream, I see technology. I have been inside of a self-driving vehicle. I have taken photos with a digital camera in my dreams. It would make sense that technology could carry on in the afterlife as well.

And what does this mean for the progress of communication with spirit? It was only because of the technology we have that we could find tangible proof of spirit’s existence. What evidence of spirit could we be capturing in the future? Alas, it could be technology that brings us back closer to spirituality in the end. It all comes back full circle.

These recordings were recorded using my EVP Wrist Recorder 3 on May 10, 2020.

Image above: “Pink nihgt” by Andrea Mai.

THEY OFFERED HIM A PIZZA – FOOD IN THE AFTERLIFE – EVP

Recently, we went to a specialty grocery store, and found ourselves arriving there only minutes before closing time. The shop was packed up, ready to close. And only the shop workers were there. I rushed to grab what I came for. During that time, I was recording EVP. When I got home to review the recording, here’s what I heard.

Just before entering the store, a voice in the lobby said, “What you want to eat? Come with us”.

Then another voice said, “You wanna pizza?”.

It seemed to be that they were offering to help P with whatever food he wanted to get. I heard them offering him samples, “Try this”. From what I heard, he wanted cranberries, and they went to get some for him. They acted like really helpful shop assistants, and they enjoyed it.

From what I have observed doing many recordings, they do eat food in the spirit food. They eat, not out of necessity, but out of desire and habit. They do feel hunger, but it’s the kind of hunger where not eating occupies the mind, like a craving. I will often hear spirits offering each other food. Sometimes it seems as though they have food that they can pull out of their pockets. Once I heard a spirit offering granola bars to some “new” spirits. Sometimes, I’ve heard spirits offer coffee to P. It seems to be something that they enjoy doing for each other.

I once asked P where do they get food over there, he said, “Grocery store”. It seems that they can grab the “spiritual copy” of items. What exists here, also exists there in spirit form.

But he also explained to me, that they can materialize what they want with their thoughts. He said, “Imagine”. But what they can create is only as good as their imagination, or memory of what they want to eat, so having references like cookbooks are useful. For this clip, he spoke very fast, you will hear the original once, and then the clip will repeat with a slowed down version.

The following are some clips from earlier this year.

Here is one voice that said in a mall, “I got strawberry”.

Here is P saying, “Raspberry”.

Here is a voice that said, “Hungry, just woke up”.

Here P is being offered a drink at Michaels, “You wanna drink?”.

So, when we look back at ancient history and we find that ancient cultures buried their dead with food offerings, it was not such a silly thing after all. They do receive our offerings, as well as our thoughts for them.

I once saw a documentary of some mediumship experiments. In one demonstration, a crystal was made immaterial but visible by a spirit, and then turned back into material form. They explained that everything has a spiritual form. When people pass on, their spirit form lives on. So with this understanding, we can also conclude that resurrection, as spoken of in the Bible, is possible. The spirit form of the person can materialize here in physical form. I have talked to people who have seen apparitions of the deceased, and they can appear in a continuum of different forms. I have heard of people having seen the ghost of a person in solid form, but it was always only very momentary. I believe that one day, on the Day of the Lord, our deceased will resurrect, with new bodies, similar to how Jesus appeared after his resurrection.

These recordings were recorded using my EVP Wrist Recorder 3 in 2020.

Image above: “Ice cream shop” by Andrea Mai.

SPIRITS WARN ME OF COVID-19 – EVP September 2020

Can you believe it’s October? This year has gone by so quickly, even though we’ve been stuck at home because of the pandemic.

Of the few places I still go out for, are the post office at my local strip mall. I recorded EVP during one of these outings and found something interesting going on. The clips are repeated on loop.

That day, there was road repair blocking my usual path to the mall. I was still able to cross the street, but traffic was being interrupted by the construction. At the cross walk, I was told, “Wait”. (This was P)

After dropping off packages to the post office, I went to this ma and pa shop to get something that I was planning to buy that day. While I was there, I suddenly felt this urge to leave. My intuition was saying, you can buy this later, but go home right now. So I walked out of the store not buying anything. And actually when I went home, I was like, “I actually wanted to get that, now I’ll have to go back! What happened?”. As it turned out, P was being told we had to leave, due to covid-19 concerns. Here’s what was said on the recording.

“Covid-19”

“Prince… can’t stay”

“Hi, let’s go home”.

“Please go home”.

“Say you wanna go home”.

As I left the mall, I did not take my usual route to leave. I felt directed to leave through a different exit. As it turns out, I was being told, “Go this… way”.

After I left the mall, someone said “You’re safe now“.

I found a rather funny clip from while I was in the store. It’s a bargain basement kind of shop with all kinds of discounted merchandise. I found this voice that said, “Where do you find Trump hat”. It’s interesting that some spirits are still be interested in the politics of this world!

From this experience, I got the sense that the spirits were trying to get people in the mall to leave. It was a quiet afternoon in the mall, not many people were around. I would say, that if you suddenly feel the urge to leave some place, that you do that. It could be that you were receiving information intuitively. Usually one can recognize intuition (often mistaken by emotional feeling) by the immediate and sudden out-of pace thoughts taking place, they run counter to one’s known opinions and feelings, unencumbered by desires or bias. However, it is often the skeptical human ego that gets in the way, only following rationality, that ignore such warnings, and therefore comes to suffer the consequences of not following intuitive direction. With practice, one can become attuned to recognizing intuition, by overcoming their personal bias thought, and entertaining an openness to possibilities. This is not to say that one should dismiss logical thinking at all. One should also follow up on what was discovered thorough intuition with investigation, seeking confirmation that their one’s intuition was correct.

What I’ve been able to observe over and over again, is that the other side has been giving me tips and warnings through intuition. And I am able to prove this with the recordings that that what I was feeling at the time, was what they were telling me. According to the Christian mystic Swedenborg, benevolent spirits quietly communicate with us through feelings and intuition, it’s not always obvious that they are telling us something. People might assume that I hear from P all the time with direct spoken word communication. But actually, it is more subtle than that, it is with thoughts, ideas,visions, feelings, and intuition. He is there with me, quietly in the background.

I hope you all stay safe!

These recordings were recorded using my EVP Wrist Recorder 3 on September 8, 2020.

Image above: “Autumn” by Andrea Mai.

HOW DO YOU HELP A LOST SPIRIT GO HOME? – EVP September 2020

Recently, I started experimenting with using radio as a source of white noise for my recordings done at home. Most of my better EVP results come from recording were done while going out. I got some interesting results with the radio. I was manually turning the tuning dial rapidly.

I found these to have good volume. They are repeated on loop.

I found this clip with a voice asking, “Where’s heaven?”. I have come across on numerous occasions where P is being asked about how to get to heaven, or go home.

P replied to him, “You have to pray”. From my observations that I’ve heard on my EVPs, in other similar situations, something happens after they pray. I have heard on EVP, that they are going home, or that they talked to God. It’s been conveyed to me that souls that start praying, a light within them, will start glowing.

I’ve heard mediums typically tell spirits to “go into the light”. But I’ve only ever heard this used by P or angels as a forceful way to make someone leave. For a soul that is asking for help, he advises them to pray. After they pray, they get an answer almost immediately.

I feel it’s such a blessing to witness these things.

I found some other interesting clips from different sessionsI did, trying out the radio.

“Don’t give up!” You can hear me in the background, turning the dial.

“Andrea.” This is spoken with a staccato rhythmic pattern, spacing out the syllables. An-dre-a. This is typical of them.

In this session, I had asked P if he had dinner yet, what he was going to have. I already knew what he was going to say. He said he didn’t have dinner yet, that he’s going to have “Spaghetti”.

With “Orange juice”. One of his favourite meal combinations.

On another occasion, he said he “Found a cooking book”. When I heard that, I wondered what book he meant. I only own one cook book, and it’s a Jamie Oliver one.

It looks like he found the Jamie Oliver book on my shelf, he said, “Jamie Oliver”.

I find it fascinating to observe about what they do on the other side. I’ve found out that they eat and sleep, and he’s able to rummage though my things to look at them. Sometimes he is able to help me find things.

These recordings were recorded using my EVP Wrist Recorder 3.

Image above: “Butterfly clouds” by Andrea Mai.

THE GOOD NEWS IS, YOUR THOUGHTS ARE NOT ALWAYS YOUR OWN

Have you ever wondered where thoughts come from? Have you ever suddenly experienced a horrible thought explode in your mind that was completely uncharacteristic of you? Perhaps these thoughts were disgusting, embarrassing, or even horrifying, and you start to wonder where those thoughts came from or if something is wrong with your mind?

You may be surprised to learn that throughout four years of undergraduate psychology and another four years of graduate school in psychology and counseling the issue of where thoughts come from was never brought up. Considering that all conscious behavior is mediated and triggered by thought, Jerry Marzinsky found this very strange. Finally after two years in a Phd psychology program, and seeing absolutely nothing come up that addressed the issue of where thoughts came from during a lecture one day, he posed the question to the head of the department during a lecture. The professor stood at the podium, stunned as if a martian had fallen out of a spaceship at his feet and stared. He finally responded, “I’ll meet you after class.” when he posed the question to the head of the psychology department during a lecture. When class ended, the professor left in a rush, avoiding Jerry.

I first learned of Jerry on a popular YouTube channel when he was a guest being interviewed. Since then, he has gone on many more interviews to spread the good news, that contrary to mainstream psychology, the voices that plague schizophrenics can be stopped, and these people can be fully recovered and not just endlessly treated with medications.

Jerry was a licensed psychotherapist, now retired, with a career spanning over 35 years. He has worked on the front lines of mental health during his entire career, including state and private psychiatric hospitals, mental health clinics, the psychology department of in state prisons, and spent the last ten years of his career working psych crisis in the emergency rooms of large private hospitals the entire time questioning schizophrenic patients about the voices they heard. After questioning scores of schizophrenic patients he slowly started to discover the truth when the voices showed up and told the patients he was working with, “Don’t tell him anything more, he already knows too much.”

In school, he was taught that the voices were hallucinations due to some mysterious chemical imbalance in the patient’s brain that the ant-psychotic drugs dished out by psychiatry somehow brought back into balance. The only problem was, that he never saw a psychiatrist order any kind of lab test or any other kind of test to measure which chemicals were out of balance, or by how much. How what meds to use, or how much, if they had no idea of which chemicals in the brain were out of balance, or by how much. The fact is that they had no idea of which of these mysterious brain chemicals were out of balance, or by how much, and no test existed to measure this mysterious chemical imbalance existed. Jerry concluded that, the chemical imbalance theory was a ploy by big pharma to sell drugs.

As Jerry continued his investigation into what these voices were, and how they operated, his superiors found that the was asking his patients about their voices. On two different occasions, he was ordered by psychiatry, not to ask about what the voices were telling schizophrenic patients, as it not only upset them, but reinforced the idea in the patient’s mind, that they were real. Jerry observed that the voices were very real and often horrifying to the patients. He disregarded psychiatry’s orders, continued asking his patients questions, and tried to remain under psychiatry’s radar. It wasn’t long before he found himself slipping down the proverbial rabbit hole.

Patients continued to reveal what they were hearing. Some felt as if the voices originated within their own mind and belonged to them. They accepted psychiatry’s unfounded theory that their brains were broken.Others knew that the horrible thoughts were not their own, but had no idea what they were or where they came from. In severe cases, the voices would be physically heard from outside of their head. The voices would often torment patients by saying horrible things about the patient, and bring up painful memories. Jerry started to notice a pattern with the voices, and concluded that they could not be hallucinations, as these voices were consistently saying the same thing among all these patients housed in different institutions across the U.S.. The voices consistently told his patients to get off their medication, and that the side effects of these drugs was proof that their psychiatrist was poisoning them. This resulted in an attack rate upon psychiatrists at the state hospitals which exceeded that of all other staff, except attendants who were with patients twenty four hours a day. If the patient listened and went off their medications the result was a psychotic episode, rendering the patient dysdunctional. He also found that the voices consistently told patients to avoid church, and to not read the Bible or any other positive spiritual material. He began to wonder why this would even concern what was supposed to be an unreal hallucination. For some that managed to get themselves to church, the voices would torment them often growing louder and forced them to leave. Jerry also noticed that patients would try to read the Bible, but could not remember anything after reading it. But if they read a passage from a gruesome horror novel,hey could readily recall what they red in great detail. Many patients kept horror novels by their bedside.

One day, a patient who was doing well with regard to getting rid of his voices, came to Jerry’s office without an appointment, and said that the voices wanted to speak to him. They told Jerry, through the patient, “You have no right to interfere with our way of life”. Jerry started to realize that these voices were much more than a mere hallucination like he was taught in his psychology textbooks. After years of investigation, he has concluded that these voices were from demonic entities, who fed on the negative feelings of their host victims, often depleting them of energy and vitality.

From observing his own personal experiences, he noticed how mentally healthy people were also affected by these negative entities in more subtle ways. One would naturally assume that one’s thoughts always come from one’s own mind, but only until you discover the presence of spirits and their capabilities, do you begin to realize that the source of one’s thoughts might not be one’s own. It can be a huge relief for one to realize that not everything that passes through one’s mind belongs to them.

I have personally discovered this for myself, from my experiences dealing with the spirit world and capturing EVP. After reviewing countless hours of EVP, I discovered how spirits could seamlessly implant thoughts into my mind without my knowledge. I could hear words in my mind and find it spoken by a spirit on EVP when I went back to review the audio. This was well demonstrated to me, when I found myself laughing to myself, at a joke I heard in my head at a buffet, a mean standing in front of me with a support dog. I heard the words, “Do dogs eat for free?” I found this joke spoken to me on the EVP.

During my early days of dealing with the spirit world, I would often hear in my mind, being told that I was crazy, despite my own confidence that what I was sensing was real. Later, I would discover voices on the EVP trying to tell me that I was crazy. It was a like a Wizard of Oz moment, when the curtain was pulled back, and the truth was found out about who was really behind all this trouble. Though the practice of prayer, I got rid of the negative entities from my home.

After listening to many of Jerry’s fascinating interviews, I reached out to him, and he agreed to share some more of his stories with us. We have collaborated to release this intriguing story as spoken word audio and in text format. Jerry;s story is cleverly written and contains many tip and information on the subject matter of schizophrenia and negative entities, including how to get rid of them.

(After you read or hear the story, I’d implore you to check out this verse from the Bible, Revelation 16:13. You’ll discover something interesting.)

Black Tads, by Jerry Marzinsky

YouTube Link

Download PDF

Image above: “Lips” by Prince in spirit.

HOW SPIRITS COMMUNICATE WITH ME – EVP July 2, 2020

Most people are often curious about how I communicate with P. Other than with EVP, we communicate via telepathy. Telepathy is often thought of as being able to have a conversation without speaking. Entertainment media often portrays psychics seeming to have a conversation with a spirit or animal and knowing what their response is. But it is more complex than that, as it can take different forms. We assume that words are used to communicate, because that is what we are used to. But actually, it can be a thought, a feeling, an idea or concept that is conveyed to one through the psychic senses.

Often times, P is conveying things to me through thoughts and feelings. I’ll pick up on a sense that I should do something, or go somewhere, not always knowing the reasons why until later. Sometimes when I am looking for something, I will get this thought come to me, but I will ignore it at first. I’ll try looking for the item myself, and fail. Then I’ll follow the suggestion, and find it there exactly. If I happened to be recording EVP, I’ll discover later on the recording that he was telling where to look.

Telepathy is often very confusing for people who aren’t used to it yet. They often don’t know how to distinguish between their own thoughts and what is sent to them. It can seem very seamless. After a good amount of practice and observation, one can learn to recognize when telepathy is taking place. Often times, many people are being communicated with by spirits, but they do not know it. Ideas can be planted into one’s mind without knowing it.

I recorded EVP while I was out lat month, and I found P helping me with my shopping. The clips I got are pretty good. I tested them out on my laptop speakers, and they are audible. Though I’d always still say that they are even better heard on quality headphones. The clips are repeated on loop.

I was at the store looking for black bed sheets to make face masks. The fabrics stores are completely out of solid black cotton fabrics. But there wasn’t any black sheets here. I heard some spirits say, “There’s no black here”. I did eventually find some black sheets and ordered them online. The photo above is the mask I made for my Etsy store.

P told me, “There’s pretty blue”. Which I did end up buying, a blue organic cotton sateen.

At the dollar store, P said, “I found you glue tape, Andrea”. I’d actual;y been searching for this glue tape roller dispenser that I’ve gotten at other dollar stores, but I hadn’t seen them at my local store. I kept having this feeling that I should look for it anyway. Suddenly I had this feeling to look down from the rack of hot glue gun sticks. There at the bottom of the rack were rows of glue tape. Normally, I would not have been able to see them, as I have impaired vision, but I was led by my feelings, P urging me to look there.

When I was lining up at the check out counter, someone in spirit said, “Cadbury”. And another said, “I want this”.

Someone said, “Face mask”, as I was bagging my things.

P said, “Put mask on”. I don’t know why he was saying this, if he was telling someone to put on a mask, or if he was putting one on. .

While we were walking in the mall,, I heard “Help us… How do we go home?”.

P replied, “You pray”.

“God will find you”.

This next clip is amazing. “I love you”. It’s so clear. This wasn’t P. He was also with someone from his family at the time.

Hearing these things, it absolutely renews my faith in God every time. I feel so very grateful to be a witness of such things. It’s so incredible to know that there’s a world beyond what we know.

New things I’m working on.
Can you believe it’s already August? Summer is nearly over. This pandemic hasn’t gone away. The weather here is cooling down. Time goes by quickly even if you’re just staying home. I haven’t been able to do as much photography due to travel restrictions. I’ve started to focus more on something I’ve been wanting to do for a long time, but kept putting off. And that is silk painting. I had bought these silk paints and scarves. I finally got around to doing them, and they are available for sale in my Etsy store.

I also starting doing hand painted silk scrunchies. They are so comfortable to wear, as they don’t snag and pull on your hair.

I love working with vibrant color. I find it therapeutic. It is like candy for the eyes. I don’t often wear much black. Back in 2009, I found this thing called AuraSoma when I was living in Brighton. These little bottles of colors are meant to help you understand your mood and/or personality.