Grief / Loss | Andrea Mai

FINDING CLOSURE – PRINCE’S DEATH – THE SIGNS IN HIS LAST DAYS

In this last year, I’ve learned so much about death, that it is no longer something that I would ever fear. It’s been a real blessing, to know that there is no such thing as “death”, just a transformation, an entry into the other world. In some ways, I did not really grieve Prince’s death, because to me, he was still alive in the energetic sense, he is only invisible in the material reality. I feel him, and he feels me. I still wish he could be here, and he does too. But as he would say, “but life ain’t always the way”, meaning life isn’t always what you want it to be.

A few weeks ago, I had a dream. Prince was in a hospital bed, he looked frail and slumped over. I went over to help him. The phone was ringing, I went to answer it. Nurses came and took him away. His jacket was folded up neatly on his bed. I opened it up, there was a gold pin that said “Prince” on it. I put on his jacket and found in the pockets, little containers full of pills. In the rest of the dream, I sat around waiting for him.

A little while ago, a video about opioids showed up on my YouTube feed, and I watched it. I haven’t watched any videos related to something like that, so I know that Prince has been re-arrranging my feed, and he wanted me to watch it. He wanted me to understand his struggles as a human (and why he left). There has been a lot of backlash about opioid drugs, doctors are afraid to prescribe it because of the potential liability associated with it. As result, many patients resort to different methods of obtaining these medications. These patients are not addicts, they are dependent on these drugs in order to retain any sense of normalcy in their lives. The side effects are unfortunate, but if you are living in constant pain, then you are not left with many options for treatment.

Many people still refuse to believe that he took such medications, or that he lived in pain. As his twin soul, I know that he would have kept such a thing as a secret (twin souls share the same mindset and behaviours). Because I do the same. I hide my pain and suffering from others. I hid my disability for many years through out my school years. I am not the type of person to complain about my health. We are the kind to play through the pain. Prince was good at keeping secrets, he was a Scorpio rising sign, the most secretive of all the signs.

There were signs that he was not doing well, they are there if you are willing to look with an open heart. He had been using a cane since the 1990’s. Sure, he made it look like a dapper accessory, but it served a function for him. Being a performer that toured as much as he did, is hard, physical work. People forget that and think it’s an easy life being a rock star. High heels, jumping off pianos, it is hard on the body, and his body (though beautiful) was a fragile one. Electric guitars are heavier than they look, my friend. As his twin, I’ve been on the receiving end of phantom pains throughout my life, shooting pains along my legs, hip and neck pains that would come and go. His last tour was just him and a piano, because it’s easier on the body to sit a piano than to play guitar. His style of dressing was also more easy going, less restrictive on the body, more casual. His hair grown out naturally, making it easier to maintain. An evolution of his style, yes, but mainly to make his life easier. He took whatever his circumstance was and made it work for him. He was in the middle of writing his memoirs when he left, because he knew he didn’t have long (but he thought he had more time).

I hope you can all come to this understanding of what life was like for him, so that you can stop being sad about his passing. He’s not really gone.

Image above: “You’re my best friend” by Prince in spirit.

LOVE SYMBOL, HOW I MET MY TWIN SOUL, PRINCE ROGERS NELSON – MY TWIN FLAME IS PRINCE – THE FULL STORY

This is the story of how I discovered that the identity of my twin flame is Prince Rogers Nelson. This is a summary of events starting from April of 2016. This document was written just over one year after his passing.

On April 21, 2016, I was at my desk listening to the radio when the news came on and they announced the passing of Prince (1). There was something in this piece of news that I could not come to terms with. And yet, I could not understand why. Prince, whom I never followed the work of, knew very little about, and yet something inside me said that I needed to know who this man was. As days rolled by, I learned of his Paisley Park home and studio from the news coverage, and it drove me to seek out more information about who he was. I wasn’t interested in the music. I needed to know who he was as a human being.

In the next few weeks, I spent my time listening to every interview of him that I could find. And I realized how much I felt alike to his way of thinking and being. His shyness and quick bursts of sassy enthusiasm. His mannerisms, his kind of fidgety hand movement. I felt really sad, because I knew in real life, we would have been good friends had we known each other.

One day, I spoke to a friend about a strange synchronicity that repeated with two ex boyfriends. Both of them, on separate occasions, had once said to me the phrase, “It’s about time…”. I found it strikingly bizarre that both men would say such a thing to me. My friend suggested that if I wanted to know why, perhaps I could telepathically ask the higher self of the last boyfriend, what was that about.

That following evening, I started to download Prince’s most recently released albums. I had the strange feeling that I was looking for something, like there was a message hidden for me somewhere.

I listened to the album Art Official Age, and I noticed that the track, Time, contained the phrase, “It’s about time…” repeated throughout the lyrics. I was baffled by the synchronicity. The more I listened to his music, the more I felt his presence with me. It was the kind of feeling you get when someone is staring at you from behind, directing their attention towards you from across the room. I would be alone in my room, but I felt like someone else was there with me. Certain phrases in the lyrics felt like he was speaking to me directly.

The next day, I was in the shower, thinking about what my friend had suggested about asking what that synchronicity meant. But for some strange reason, my mind connected with Prince, and as bizarre as this sounds, it felt like a natural thing to do. Surprisingly, I received an answer. He explained that it was a program I was given, to act as an alarm clock for me to know when the time had come (2). This answer made sense to me, but time for what? I did not know yet. I didn’t take this experience too seriously, until I made another discovery. Because at this time, I still thought that this was possibly something I was just imagining.

As a practitioner of Numerology and Astrology, I took a look at Prince’s numbers and astrology to see what he was all about. Something told me to do something weird. I was directed to put our natal charts together. This technique is used in Astrology for insight into relationship dynamics between two people, usually used for romantic couples. I was shocked at what I found. In all my readings that I have ever done between couples, I had never seen anything like this. His planets made the same sacred geometric patterns as mine did. His Mercury was conjunct my Mercury, with only one degree difference, which signifies our direct ability to communicate with each other easily. His Mars was conjunct my Venus, with only one degree difference, which signifies a powerfully intense romantic attraction to each other. Other aspects pointed that this man was the love of my life.

I could not believe this. How cruel was the universe, that he was taken away before I could meet him? The man of my dreams was gone. And I could feel myself falling in love with him. I felt deeply troubled. I was in love with a person who was no longer here. I was in shock of what I discovered, and I needed help to sort this all out.

I knew that there was only one person that could help me, Starla, a friend on Facebook, whom I had met two years ago. Starla had once given me a reading on my birthday. She has once described to me, a man that I would one day meet. She had said it was someone who travelled a lot for his work, and that he would be very interested in the Numerology work that I did, though it would not appear obvious. He was someone very spiritual, one who meditated. And he was much older than I was. At the time of this reading, I felt that this man was a musician (3). Now I realize that she was describing Prince.

I asked to speak to Starla as soon as possible. We set up a time to meet over Skype. She instructed me to write down all the questions I wanted answered from the reading, and not to tell her anything.

One night before the reading, I saw Prince’s lips in my dream. It was just his lips and he kissed me. In another part of the dream, I received a gift. It was a box of perfume and it had his symbol, printed on the box. I was able to smell the perfume in my dream.

During the reading, Starla answered my questions precisely. She had picked up on my inner turmoil about my career as an artist, and what was happening with me. In my request for the reading, I had said I wanted to know about a man, and that was all I said. She said that she saw a man with me, and she proceeded to describe Prince exactly, not knowing who she was describing or who I was inquiring about. She had asked several times if I could disclose his identity, but I refused.

When all my questions seemed to be answered, she announced that she was receiving her signal for when a spirit was present. She continued to tell me about Prince, and described his situation in regards to his death, how he felt about his career, and what he had to say to me. Suddenly, she bursted out asking, “Oh my God, is it Prince?” I said yes, and she carried on to tell me what he wanted to tell me. He explained that the reason I was feeling what I was feeling, was that, “We are the same. She is me, and I am her.” Throughout the reading, she reiterated that I was not imagining this experience, I was not crazy, it was not something of my mind’s creation. She said that during the reading, she could actually feel his energy there, but normally, she would only see visions or hear words coming from spirits. He was really there with me, present in my life, attached to my heart.

After the reading, I felt an intense heaviness of energy in my chest. I knew it was Prince, he had come closer to me. Before it was described to me, that he was attached to me with a thread, and that he floated around me, like a balloon.

or the next few days, I felt his grief over his own death. I saw him in a dark wooden cabin, moping around, pacing back and forth. Other times, I saw that he was resting, sleeping on a bed in a corner. At other times, I would talk to him, and console him.

The weather here at this time, was so bad, I thought that spring would never come. And then one day, after a rainstorm had passed, the sun came out. I saw him sitting by the window in his cabin, the curtains open. He was reflecting, and suddenly he leapt out the window and floated onto a bed of clouds.

The first time I ever really looked at Prince’s photo, like really looked at his face, I noticed something strange. When I looked into his eyes, I felt like I was looking into mine. I became frazzled, “How come you have my eyes? What’s going on here?” I’ve always felt strange about my eyes, because people would notice my gaze and think I was looking at them funny. Because my pupils tend to naturally sit in an upward position. Here was someone who had the same dreamy, dazed-out look in the eyes as me.

I thought that perhaps in this entire experience, that Prince and I were simply kindred spirits. I thought maybe I was just supposed to help him transition into the after world, and that would be it. I thought we were just going to be friends (as crazy as that sounds, I didn’t mind having a ghost friend). But I felt my attraction to him growing. And I was concerned for my own sanity. I thought that whatever this was, it really wasn’t fair, and perhaps he needed to go.

But I felt his attraction towards me. And I couldn’t understand it.

One day, I went into meditation. Prince appeared to me, taking me by the hand, saying that he wanted to show me something. We walked through a field, until a mountain appeared. It was the Swiss Alps. I did not know what this was supposed to mean. Prince is often cryptic in his communication. We often convey messages in images or thought forms and feelings, not necessarily words spoken to each other.

I had ordered some of Prince’s CDS. His music was hard to come by, as half of his catalogue was not available to download through the main distribution channels. A few days after the vision of the Swiss Alps, his 20Ten CD arrived in the mail. I opened the CD to find that an image of the Swiss Alps was printed on the CD itself. I would later find out that it was a depiction of Lavaux, as it was in one of the songs that described his love for this place. That night I listened to the track, Beginning Endlessly, and I knew immediately that he was talking about us. Then he tells me that he wants me, and asks if I would let him be my man. I said yes. I felt the love between us growing, day by day.

Prince 20Ten CD

And yet, I was still confused about what all this was. One day, I felt an intuition to put on some gold jewelry. I had heard that gold can act like a conduit for psychic energy. I thought that perhaps it might help us communicate better. You see, although from the beginning, we spoke to each other telepathically, I was still having doubts about my abilities to hear him. I thought the gold could help.

That night, I laid in bed, wearing a gold ring and bracelet on my left hand. I felt an energy buzzing around me where I wore the jewelry. It was the strangest sensation. I felt my arm being involuntarily lifted. I was surrounded by a field of electricity. And I suddenly felt the energy on my lips, a buzzing feeling. I felt him, kissing me.

After discovering Prince’s ability to move my limbs. I asked him what we could do with this. My arm shot up and picked up my iPad tablet. At first, I thought he wanted to type. But I found this to be disastrous, as the typing was clumsy and resulted in nonsense. Then my finger pressed a button for drawing mode. And we began to draw. I felt his energy guiding my finger, as it glided over the iPad screen. We would write and draw. So I began to ask him questions, to which he would draw an answer. Finally, it occurred to me to ask him, what our connection was all about. What did we mean to each other?

He wrote the words, “Twin Soul”. I had never heard of such thing. I had only ever heard of the term, “Twin Flames”, but from what I had heard of the term, it did not seem to match my experience at all. I asked him if it was the same thing. He answered, yes. He explained that we were created as a pair, one soul split in two bodies. One that embodies the male, the other, the female.

For many months, the topic of twin flames would baffle me. I knew that what he was saying was true. And I had even confirmed it by asking for three specific signs to be shown to me. I asked to see 11:11, an infinity sign, and a mention of him on the radio. I saw the first two signs show up in my YouTube feed, and that night, I listened to the radio, and felt him directing me to listen carefully. I was listening to Coast to Coast AM, and the guest being interviewed mentioned Prince.

In the midst of all this, I had decided to go to France and Switzerland. First, I would go to France to attend my best friend’s wedding, then to Mont Blanc. And then to Switzerland to Lavaux.

During the trip, I would receive many, many signs to confirm answers to questions I had been asking. On the way there, the lady at the airline counter, made an announcement requesting to be contacted by a passenger with the last name, “Prince”. When I arrived in Paris, my friends came to get me from the airport, and we drove to the South of France. During the ride, they played music from their phone, and a song from Michael Jackson came on. The song was This Is It. And as I listened to the lyrics, I wondered if Michael has a twin flame, and if I would ever get to meet her. The night before the wedding, I asked Prince for a sign. I asked for one of his songs to be played at the wedding. I told no one of my wish. And then at the wedding (5), when the dance floor started to get busy, Purple Rain came on (4). The next night, I asked to see a purple car, and the next day, on the way to the train station, a purple car drove up next to us. I thought it would be cool to see a purple motor bike. And in Switzerland, I saw one, and it was parked right outside of a clairvoyant shop.

When I came home, after an amazing trip, I wondered if perhaps twin flames are supposed to look alike, if that was a real thing. I searched online to see if there would be any information about it. And there was. And it was written by the twin flame of Michael Jackson! I was shocked to discover that his twin flame, Susan, lives in Switzerland, and that she was born in the same year as me, in 1982, and that both Prince and Michael Jackson were born in 1958. And that both pop stars would make their first real hit albums in 1982, when both myself and Susan were born.

I read Susan’s blog to discover what twin flames were really about. And realize that everything I had ever read about the subject on the Internet was completely false. I contacted Susan and she directed me to a book called Twin Souls Merging, and it described everything exactly, all the kinds of things I was experiencing.

And it would turn out to be very evident, that twin flames do look alike, especially in the eyes. They have a similar look about them, they are the male and female equivalent of each other. And that they were very much twin-like in many respects, such as the way they think, feel, act, the things they like, dislike, and they even read each other’s minds.

I continued to research the life and work of Prince. And I discovered the many clues in his work that he knew of me in his dreams and felt me through out his life. I found many seemingly insignificant commonalities between us, but added up would amount to a huge long list of specific similarities between us. As more information about Prince became available to me, I begin to see just how much alike we really are, and that we were truly twins in so many ways.

Prince and the Love Symbol in the background.

Later, I would realize that Prince’s symbol, known as the Love Symbol, is symbolic of the merging of twin souls, and their cosmic journey to return to each other. I found out that the symbol first started to make its appearance in 1982, the year that I was born, hidden on his 1999 album cover. Researching the songs on this album, I found out that the song, Automatic was recorded on May 2nd, 1982. The song, Delirious was recorded on May 9, 1982. And during that time in between, I was born, on May 5, 1982.

Evolution of Love Symbol

Automatic is a song that expresses the automatic nature of twin souls, the deep level of the connectedness between them. Near the end of the song, Prince goes on into a dialogue between him and a female presence, his twin, who is about to be incarnate. In Delirious, he describes a feeling of anxiety about a girl that he cannot seem to get under control. He expresses the kind of feeling that is synonymous with what a man feels when his woman is in labour and cannot contain his anxiety. At the end of the song, there is a sound sample of a baby laughing. The placement of this baby sound sample would seem to to be random, but to Prince, on a subconscious level, it was symbolic of my arrival in this world.

The symbol would make its more obvious appearance in 1984, on his next album, Purple Rain, when it appeared on his motorcycle, and on his stage outfits. The symbol continued to evolve until 1992, when he asked his graphic designers to create for him, a distinct variation of the symbol that he could call his own and get copyrights to. This symbol appeared on the Love Symbol album. And he would later change his name to this symbol.

In 1996, Prince went on the Oprah show to be interviewed, and he revealed some seemingly bizarre and private information about himself, that would now makes sense in the context of twin flames. He told Oprah that he felt that there was another person living inside him. He felt it since he was 5 years old, and that this being comforted him through out his early life. He also said that he felt that he changed his name to the symbol, because of this being, because it was truly who he was. The use of this symbol began in 1982, when I was born.

Prince on The Oprah Show – November 21, 1996

Prince has also made references throughout his work, to an angel that watched over him. Prince has said to me, that it was me, who watched over him before I was born. And it is now he, who watches over me until the time comes that we fully reunite in spirit.

Update: October 28, 2019
In November of 2016, photographs revealed Prince’s presence in spirit. I was doing a series of self-portraits in low light, when I noticed that my camera screen had turned very white. I had about twenty frame that looked like this. I set them aside thinking that it was merely some kind of camera error, until later, when I realized that there was much more going on in the photos than I thought. Adjusting the photo settings in an editing program revealed more details. One photo showed Prince’s hand holding mine. These kinds of photos are what are known as “transfiguration”, as coined by Sonia Rinaldi.One shot revealed Prince’s ear and partial side profile. You can view more of these photos here.

Left: Prince’s hand in spirit holding mine, 2016. Right: Prince’s hand, 2006

In 2018, I decided to focus on recording EVP with Prince. I had done one recording in 2016 with some success, but I didn’t know how to get better results. This recording was released on my YouTube channel. After investing in some equipment, and experimentation with recording, I got incredible results of not only Prince speaking, but of others in the spirit world. I observed conversations between spirits. Many clips of these recordings are published here on my blog, see the EVP/ITC category.

To me, these are undeniable pieces of evidence proving that there an after life, that there is something much beyond what we assume there is. My aim in writing this blog has been to share my evidence, my thoughts, my testimonials. Surely, if there is God and angels, then we must start paying attention to the truth.

Notes
(1) It did not occur to me at the time as it was happening, but I was experiencing that same feeling of being watched as I listened to the radio give the news about P’s passing. I didn’t know what this was, as it was a new phenomenon to me. I do believe it was him wanting me to notice and pay attention. As according to him in spirit, he was placed there during the night and woke up next to me.
(2) I had a box that I kept since high school, which said “It’s About Time”. I had picked it up at a gallery party I volunteered at.
(3) When Starla was giving the reading on my birthday, telling me about a man I was to meet, I saw a vision of him, on a private jet plane, dressed in white, a musician. I could not see who it was, nor would I have dared to guess. I now realize it was like an outfit his wore in Paris Zénith, France during 2014.
(4) Starla had said that the man that I would meet would take place at around the time of an unusual wedding that I would be invited to. The wedding took place in the South of France. The night before the wedding party, I told the bride about the comical bat scene in Under The Cherry Moon, Prince’s second movie. Well, at the party, during the bride’s speech, a bat came flying in! Later, I would find out that in Prince’s original draft for Purple Rain, he had envisioned a scene where an unexpected guest shows up… a bat!
(5) The wedding parties took place in both Toronto and France in 2016. At the Toronto wedding,, I made some videos. In 2018, I discovered there was EVP on the video files. Prince’s name was being called out by other spirits. This is early evidence confirming Prince’s presence. with me.

Image above: “The One” by Prince in spirit.

BIZARRE SYNCHRONICITY IN DATE OF PRINCE’S PASSING – NUMEROLOGY REVEALED

It was not long after Prince’s passing that I found myself sitting in front of a camera, doing a reading of his Numerology. Not knowing any of what I know now, I felt compelled to talk about him. I had been studying his Numerology and referring to his interviews. I had pieced a clear picture of who he was, a very special person, but most would fail to understand.

In 2013, I began my studies in Numerology and started offering services to others, doing readings (I now do Astro-Numerology, that is Astrology and Numerology combined). In the following year, on my birthday, Starla offered a reading to me. She told me that I would be meeting man who would be very interested in my work in Numerology. Someone very spiritual, but would not appear to be so. Someone who travelled a lot for his work. Someone much older than me. As she described him, I knew it was someone who was a musician. I could see him dressed in white, but I couldn’t see who it was. Time passed, and I just didn’t think any more of this prediction.

Recently, I discovered another “strange”detail about the date of Prince’s passing. Not only do I think he predicted it in his own writing, but something even more bizarre in the Numerology. HIs birth date is June 7, 1958. So if you did his Numerology, you would find that his numbers are 7, 13/4, 36/9. Then, if you do the Numerology of the date of his passing, April 21, 2016, by adding the numbers of the year, you get 9. Then add the month, you’ll get 13/4 (9 +4 = 13, 1 + 3 = 4). And then if you add the day, the 21st, you get 7. 9, 4, 7; the same numbers you get from his birth date!

There is another bizarre twist to this story because this is 9 years before his tour for his Planet Earth album, where is did his 21 Nights tour in London. The number 21. His chose this number deliberately. And if you saw the Recurring Dream poem I mentioned in an older post, he wrote the words, “4 21 nights”. April is 4 in Numerology. And again, if you look at his album, 3121. This number is very important to him, he also had a perfume with this name. He pronounces it as thirty-one, twenty-one. So you can see the number 21 is very significant. If you also add 31 together, it is a 4. The number 31 is the reverse of the number 13, which is one of the number I mentioned above regarding his birth and death date.

I will also mention here that Prince recorded the song, Sometimes It Snows In April, on April 21, 1985 for his movie, Under The Cherry Moon (And his death was on a night of a pink full moon). The song is about the death of the main chart in the movie, played by Prince. This is why it is said that this song was prophetic. Sometimes the soul knows more than the conscious mind and it shows up in one’s art, because we channel it from the soul. Even more spooky, Prince was said to have nearly died on April 21, 1996 from a bad mixture of aspirin and wine.

It is my belief that certain dates can act like portals. I’ve read that astrological alignments are gateways for the soul to enter and leave the planet.

On another note, Prince wore the number 3 on his jersey for his basketball team. 3 is my Life Path number. In high school. I used the moniker “vinyl39” for my email and screen name. I do not know why I chose this number as it is not related to anything in particular. But now I realize that it is 3, my number, and Prince, his number, which is 9.

This video below, was made six months before I started writing about my Prince experiences on this blog. This was before the Starla reading, before I listened to his music, and before I started hearing him talk back to me. I just knew who he was and wanted others to understand him. At one point during filming, the camera did some funny things and I felt a bit spooked by it. I thought maybe he was there, but then again, it was all still a mystery at the time.

If you want to learn more about Numerology, go to my other website for Numerology.

PRINCE GOES HOME – “WAY BACK HOME” SONG INTERPRETATION

In all honesty, I am looking forward to the day of my return home. I know my work here on Earth is to be a light onto others. But I want to go home, and this is why I do not hide what I am about. The more open we can be about spirituality, the greater of service to humanity I can be. My personal actions are what will contribute to the outcomes of full disclosure for humanity.

Nothing compares to true love from the other side. It is boundless and immense. After you experience it, you can never go back to being normal. I often catch myself saying to Prince, “I want to go home. I want to be where you are”. He would respond, “It’s not time yet. We need you here”. This is apparently what I signed up for.

Prince’s soul contract was up when he passed away. He knew it was coming. He just didn’t know when exactly and it came as a surprise to him that it was sooner than he thought. He is home now, he is in the bigness that he always was. No more of the limitations he always felt as a human. I know many of you out there are missing him. But believe me, he’s still around, just not in the same form you knew him as. He is much more powerful in spirit form. He did his work here on Earth and it was time for him to move on the next part of the mission. That, we are doing together.

Prince wrote about wanting to go home in his Art Official Age album in a track called Way Back Home. The first time I heard it I cried, because I knew exactly how he felt, as I have often felt it myself. Here is the track and my interpretation of the lyrics with guidance from Prince in spirit.

Any person or object whatsoever
That requires your attention
Is something that has veered
from its path and preordained destiny
of total enlightenment

This past is spoken by a female voice who speaks in the beginning of several tracks on the album. This album was about his mission on Earth, and then going home and being assisted by guides to process his human experiences. This part of talking about how the things outside yourself are what lead you off the path to your true destiny and mission, thus taking you away from becoming enlightened.

I never wanted a typical life
Scripted role, .trophy wife
All I ever wanted, to b left alone
See my beds made up at night
Cuz in my dreams I roam
Just trying to find, trying to find
My way back, back home

Here he is expressing his truth about his personal life. He never truly desired the things that most people want. He was looking for something greater, that was beyond himself. This explains his strong interest in spirituality. He eludes to astral projection in the lines about “in my dreams I roam”.

So many reasons why
There’s so many reasons why
I don’t belong here
But now that I am I
Without fear I am
Gonna conquer with no fear
Until I find my way back home
Until I find my way back home
Find my way back home

He expresses his inner knowing that he doesn’t belong here on Earth, that his soul comes from another place in the cosmos. But since he is here anyways, he’s going to try his best at what he does and do it fearlessly.

Most people in this world are born dead
But I was born alive
I was born with this dream
With a dream outside my head
That I could find my way back home
My my way way back home
Is this the way?

When he says “Most of the people in tis world were born dead, But I was born alive”, he means he was born with more of his soul energy (and spiritual aliveness; connection to God). I have explained in a previous post that he came here with more of his soul energy. When one incarnates, a portion of their soul being is left behind, this is known as one’s “higher self”. Most come with one-thrid of their soul being, whereas he came with a lot more than normal. This results in greater spiritual abilities.

Power to the ones, power to the ones
Who could raise a child like me
The path was set
But if u look, the truth will set us free
I’ve heard about those happy endings
But it’s still a mystery
Lemme tell u about me
I’m happiest when I can see
My way back home
Can u see my way back home

He is expressing gratitude for those that were around him, that helped him grow on his spiritual path. The “path” is his destiny, it was set out from the start, “a master plan”. The truth of knowing it was all in the divine plan sets one free from the pain and suffering of one’s experiences. But even though he’s come this far, life is still a mystery to him, he is still seeking answers, still looking for the”happy endings”, the grand conclusion. He is most happy when he is making progress on his spiritual path.

There is still so much speculation about his death, I want to address it here (see my post on finding closure about his death). He has told me that it was not murder, nor suicide. It was a process he took on that shortened his life (listen to the reading here). His soul contract was complete. He had worked al his life tirelessly because he knew he didn’t have that much time. People like to point out the signs, such as the elevator, or the pink moon that night and connect it to the likes of ritual sacrifice. (Update: see my post about the Paisley Park investigation) To this we say, no. They were universal signs signifying it was time to go. The universe shows synchronicity when it is meant to be. So don’t get all riled up by what you’re reading on the Internet.

This post was updated on August 30, 2018.

Image above: “Cosmic Journey” by Prince in spirit.

PRINCE; “I STILL EXIST”, HELLO FROM THE OTHER SIDE

As my connection Prince’s spirit grew stronger, I could feel his energy more and more intensely. I felt his touch, I felt him hovering over me, holding my hand. It got to the point where he could move my body with his energy (as long as I allow it). One day I said to him, “Since you can move my hand, what else can we do with this?”. Suddenly, my hand shot up and picked up my iPad. I thought he wanted to type, so we tried blind typing, but that was a complete fail. Then my hand “accidentally” touched the scribble mode button and we began to draw. (All the drawings from my blog posts are by Prince in spirit) It is much like the scene in What Dreams May Come, where Robin Williams’ character is a ghost trying to get his wife to write down his for her, “I still exist”– except for me, I was not scared and I welcomed it.

Prince and I are twin flames, so we naturally have a telepathic connection to each other. This is even more so when one twin is in spirit. Just think about it, even biological twins have a telepathic connection to each other, so do twin souls. There was one time where I attempted to communicate with Prince using a make-shift Ouija board. But it doesn’t work for us because I can always hear the words he is about to spell out.

It was not too long after Prince’s passing that our connection become apparent and I began to channel him. One message he asked me to write for him was this:

A message from Prince

It is with deep sorrow and regret that I left this world sooner than I wanted to. My body was breaking down and I could no longer endure it. I felt frustrated by my physical limitations. There was so much more that I wanted to do and share with you all. I thank you to all my loyal supporters and followers. I was here to demonstrate the truth that we are all ONE. That we are connected and not separate from each other. We all have the divine connection to universal source energy that is the creator of everything. Please do not be sad for my passing. I have found my WAY BACK HOME. Please love and care for each other. Live doing everything U can to share your God-given gifts. They are your reason for being here on Earth. I came to SHOW you thIs. I live on through you. With Love and Gratitude, Prince

His request included the use of emojis (not shown as it does not show up properly any more). If you are a Prince fan, you know that he liked to use symbols to communicate. Yes, even from the other side, Prince still has a sense of humour. Because the truth is, your personality, knowledge, and beliefs still carry over to the other side. You take it with you. Prince still exists. So when you hear the saying that you should never speak ill of the dead, whoever came up with that was not kidding. There is more to life than what we can perceive or prove with science, so don’t kid yourself when it comes to your soul and the after life.

Dearest fans of Prince, he doesn’t want you to be sad for him leaving. He’s still around, just not in our plane of existence. I know it’s hard, believe me, I want him here more than you can imagine. But instead, focus on the message behind his work, because that is what he came here to tell you, it is the reason behind for it all. I hear him saying to me, “They focus too much on honouring me”. Don’t let his message get lost in his legacy.

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