A New Chapter: Why My Blog Is Going Subscriber-Only

Last week, I shared that this blog has transitioned to a subscriber-only model. The decision wasn’t made lightly, but after nearly a decade of creating content on deeply personal and often misunderstood spiritual topics—without compensation—I’ve reached a turning point.

The truth is, I’m tired. Tired of pouring my energy into writing about the kind of insights that can’t just be stumbled upon anywhere, only to leave the door wide open for anyone to take without reciprocity. Tired of the emotional labor that comes with sharing vulnerable, sometimes controversial perspectives in a public space where respect isn’t guaranteed, (and sometimes having content copied and not credited). And frankly, tired of the occasional abusive emails that remind me not everyone engaging with this work comes with good intentions.

I’ve always prioritized authenticity, but over time, I found myself holding back—not because I wanted to, but because an open platform sometimes forces you to. Some of my most devoted readers have told me they hesitated to engage, whether because they didn’t feel safe commenting publicly or because I eventually had to disable comments altogether to maintain the integrity of the space.

Moving to a subscriber model isn’t just about sustainability—it’s about creating a container where trust, depth, and meaningful exchange can thrive. It’s about protecting the work while honoring those who truly value it.

To my longtime readers: Thank you for staying with me through the shifts. This next phase is for you as much as it is for me—a space where the conversations can go deeper, the insights can remain uncompromised, and the energy exchanged is finally mutual.

More details on what’s to come will follow soon. If this resonates with you, I hope you’ll join me on the other side. Subscribe here. 

Now, Let’s Get to the Goodies—I Just Added Even More!

Alongside the blog’s transition, I’m thrilled to introduce the Library—a new space for exclusive content that goes beyond writing. Think of it as a curated vault where art, audio, and deeper explorations live. And the best part? It’s already stocked with its first offerings!

What’s Inside The Library Right Now?

  • 🎨 Two Immersive Art Exhibits (Available Now!)

    • Messages In Bloom: A never-been-seen series of four channeled watercolor pieces created in collaboration with Prince in Spirit. Each piece carries its own energy—pair them with the immersive audio guide(included!) and experience them as more than just visuals. Let the narration deepen your journey as you explore the layers of color and meaning.

    • Refractions Of The Everyday: A street photography exhibit that twists urban life into dreamlike layers, seen through reflections in glass and windows. If you love the mind-bending visuals of Inception, this one’s for you.

    I’ve always believed art isn’t just decorative—it’s therapeutic, a quiet rebellion against the mundane. These exhibits are designed to be experienced, not just viewed.

  • 🎙️ Coming Soon: Members-Only Q&A Podcast
    Have a question you’ve been itching to ask me? This podcast is your direct line. Submit your questions, (go to link in Library) and I’ll answer them in candid, unfiltered episodes—think of it as our private back-and-forth.

Why the Low Subscription Price? (And a Gift for Loyal Readers)

I wanted this to be accessible, not elitist. But for those who stick around 12+ months, there’s an extra thank-you:

  • A limited-edition archival print of my work (print TBA)

  • A surprise sticker sheet (because who doesn’t love a little tactile magic?)

This isn’t just a paywall—it’s a two-way exchange. You support the work, and in return, I pour even more into what I share with you.

There’s even more to come. This is just the start.

The Library is live now, and you can send in your questions for the podcast. I can’t wait for you to step inside. Your support lets me keep creating without restraint—no more holding back.

I hope to see you there soon.